Sunday, January 11, 2009 ' 7:10 AM
it's getting all too overwhelming for me... all too saddening and all too nauseating for me to handle... it flips my stomach upside down when i see more and more girlfriends gets into that same league...
it gives me this nausea feeling, this butterflies effect in my stomach, this totally sick feeling, and it makes me constantly want to choke my heart out to check if it's pumping right...
more and more players in the game called love and gets thrashed and only seeing 'GAME OVER' flashed all over. getting all sick and all too weak handling the game over, and turning all weird and speaking all weird...
does relationships always end up being complicated?
can there be something simpler?
if there isnt then i'm staying OUT of it, forever.
u told me you know me all too well. how well? JUST HOW WELL DO YOU KNOW ME? how can someone knows me all too well to miss something so obvious. sick.
it's going to be a very blue week for me. i just hope work is going to overwhelm this all too overwhelming feelings rushing in every stream of my blood.
♥dedicated compassion and loves.
