to start off with, there's a BIG outing today, and all over again i went to VIVO... woohoo!! and this time round, a bigger group with erika, zinc, clement and des!! so all in all, we ALL SKIPPED HRM lect together (me, camen, jiahao, vincent, desmond, zinc and clement) weren't that cool? hahhas. lunch was at food republic... it was kinda nice i would say, together with the company we all had, it's.. PERFECT. we are all gonna pubbing soon.. and it's gonna be quite cool if all of us can make it. i'm loving it. =)
oooh... i saw sisters huiqi and jieying before i left school today... it's nice seeing them in school.. and to jieying: EC is quite bad i know... jia you jia you jia you!! loves =)

watched 'the guardian' with yan and xian.. i would say that show is FANTASTIC! recommended too. =) the oh in ohio made me laugh hilariously and this made cry like there's no tomorrow. it's touching, and it's about something i have passion for. paramedics, coast guards. the sea, storms. woohoo. i'm forever obssessed with shows that involves sea, storms, wrecks. random.

sorry but i have to start procrastinating now.
WHY are people so complicated? and why are they so hard to satisfy? is it soooo difficult to keep relationships, friendships simple? is it that difficult? to you: it's always other people. it's never you. it's always others wronging you, it always have to be others to come and please you first. making others look like fools and dumb ass also! i dunno what have i done wrong, i dunno why things have to be as complicated as u think it is, but nvm. anyway, all the talks about cherishing and treasuring are bull shit. getting sick and tired of thinking why things have to change to what it is now. it's not your fault, it's mine. full stop.

and to you: what exactly do u want? can u just please make up your mind? if i'm someone who hasn't got that big significance in ur life, then just let go. it's so freaking tiring trying to please you and vice versa. something i said can just triggered ur anger.. then there's always these awkward silences these days... it's tiring. it's not progressing anywhere. it's time we really should look somewhere else. there's really no point in making each other feeling so down and affected all the time. let's just look at other directions and see where may benefit us? when it's time to let go, we will have to. like i always said, if there's gonna be better alternatives, i'll move on. same applies to u. =)

hmmm, swimming awaits me.

zZz.

i had a GREAT day today! there was blaw lect which i find digestable this time round, then it was the forever confused-confusing ECD tutor, and it was the very informatic and understandable FMGT lecture for the first time. over all, school was great today! i just felt that i was able to keep on track with what the lecturers were trying to say. =)
lunch was fantastic! the toes + vincent&clement. i must say that we've been talking alot more to vincent and clement. cos i think i've always known them as friends, but don't really talk that much.. i must say, today i talked ALOT to the both of them.

after lessons, i was supposed to go to any sports council to get the salsa payment done, (and thank goodness i finally got it done!!). thanks to jiahao!! vincent,me & camen were about to board 184, where vincent was intending to go home and camen and i to go to sports council before dinner-ing... jiahao called vincent and asked if he wants to hang around... that was like soooo cool! cos i had a lift to bukit gombak sports council to pay, and then off we went to vivo for a chill!!! everything was so impromptu! like we were all almost settled for west mall and then i grumbled that that was too boring, and so we set off to vivo! and we impromptu-ed a movie... and the movie was the oh in ohio! hahahahs! seriously, it could have been rated R21! the show was entirely on sex and the whole entire show is FULL of sexual contents! but it was kinda hilarious cos camen and i were all over the 'velvet volcano' which u all wont want to know what it meant.. and jiahao & vincent were like 'no dick no life' the whole entire nite! and i think vincent called clement in the midst of hanging around, and somehow the phone got passed to me, and he asked what was the show about and i had to frankly put it that it was all about sex and there was this ERMS silence awkwardness, i diverted the topic to seeing him tomorrow, and passing the phone back to vincent.

we had carl's jr for dinner.. and i swear the portion is really too big and even jiahao was TOO FULL for popcorns or chocolates or candies. we've decided no more carl's jr, and no more manhattan's fish market. (erika would know why the latter.)

i kinda like the company tonight. it was all hilarious and yups, i think it's more than them than them. i'm starting to love the toes more and more as the sem kicks off. =) i just hope there weren't so much complications as what we are all facing now... (erika will know why i'm saying this. the toes will know why.) i dunno. i dun really want to comment on this situation cos i'm not in a position to judge anyone by face value. i cannot really say who is at fault or what is going wrong, i just know that this is all putting erika on a spot, stucked-in-between and i know she's not exactly feeling good about all these. i dunno if being selfish is good, as in to stick to what we've all decided to do... but, i kind of feel quite bad when i see the situation is this bad, cos i would think that she also didn't foresee that to happen. it's getting all complicated, and i'm kinda not feeling good about it, cos we are all grown-ups and these could have been very much avoidable? to erika: if things were to persist on as it is, i think we (the toes) would all be understanding. =) i love you!!

darlings: woohoo! the class is confirmed, the payment is made. off we go salsa-ing!! when marimba rhythm starts to play.. dance with me... make me sway~ kick-boxing would be after the salsa ya? =) i'm mising all of u. loves! =) xian, please take care of that headache. and ezah please stop falling for the tv guy... don't forget me here! hahahhas.

i think i gotta start working on my tutorials for tmr. FMGT + CMA. time to start before it's too late and i might just doze off to lala land.

joyce dearie: i'm missing all of your presence!! meet me soon! loves =)

oh !! i seriously think he's soooo cute. like, REALLY cute. =)

yummy-liciously french kissed!!! =)
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pork chop. french-kissed!
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chicken leg. french-kissed!
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dory fish fillet. french-kissed!
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muackiessssssssssss
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loves
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sua+huiqi!! =)
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jieying+sua... loves =)
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smiles! =)
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第四名:惡作劇之吻-直樹的真心告白

omg! this is the best part of the whole entire show (惡作劇之吻). he is sooooo sweet! woohoo! huiqi see this will high~ =D

Liang Jing Ru - Nuan Nuan (full mv)

i like this video very much. =)

the wisdom is still unsettled! it's getting on my nerves!! ROARS! thanks the toes for givng the hugs, but....... the wisdom is still not settled my darls!!!! arghs!

wish fulfilled! we all got french kissed at little india today!!! woohoo!!! it was a good experience, and it was fantastic! we were all on cloud nine! hahahhas! the restaurant serve really really good desserts! highly recommended!! =) sisters!! i love u all soooooooo muchie! more get togethers please?! hahhas. we went to mustafa today. it was the first time i went in there and take a good look. it was eye opener!!!!!!! i can swear to everyone it has got everything, EVERYTHING u need, and practically EVERYTHING u may want!! woohoo!! so cool!!!! lilttle india is actually very cool i realised! it has got alot of travel agencies just like chinatown... and it has an african restaurant on its way!! we were loud and we were noticeable everywhere we went.. but i enjoyed it alot alot! photos will come in later!! =)

we've bought mini cards n we've decided to start writing letters together and chiong together like what we did previously... and we are gonna get it done soon before we get packed with projects... bring us back to cambodia...

to huiqi, jieying, zhihua: sisters, u all are the lovely cheerie pies in my lifes! u all are the best gifts from touch'2006! we share memories, n went through things that others may not totally feel for... I LOVE U GIRLS lots! =) more get togethers please?!

we met irritating people today! first it was at face shop where the shop assistant was totally offensive. and then jieying n i met this stupid cab driver!!! omg! he doesn't know his way n his directions! he needed two directionless girls to guide him! and when he went the wrong way still kept insisting he is right CAN?! wtf! the most expensive cab fare i pay from serangoon to jieying's house to mine!! it normally costs 5bucks, tonight it was 8! ROARS!!!!!!

to whom it may concern: is it us? or was it you?

GR2!! more meetings, more fun and more laming around! misses all of u! to huifen: hees, remember our date! loves!!

oh, i saw this guy in bus 74 today... he looks really blur and he was really blur... he kinda left his ezlink card on the bus seat n he left his seat.. i was walking behind him n so i took n i tapped him. he turned n gave that REALLY blur look... i passed him his card, he still gave that blur look and said a real blur thank you like as if he din realise he even left his card there n i wasnt passing him his card? hahhas. he was kinda cute. i saw him walked to ICT blocks. from ICT?! i just find this person blur but cute in a way as well. =)

the sea is big if i am looking for a fish. the forest is big if i am looking for a tree. (=

i'm having a bad headache. i'm not feeling good. and the wisdom teeth are making me more than pain. ROARSSSS~

vivo city is BIG! i went today with yingtao. i was rahter fascinated by the high ceilings and big shops. and i like the skypark! omg! the view isn't totally fantastic, but it's breath-taking enough. today's meeting up wasn't really happy. i dunno. there was this awkward silence, awkward atmosphere and all. i dunno the reason why. someone tell me why? well, perhaps we are just too tired today i guess.

groupings, cliques, left-outs.. it's just all so complicating. it's happening everywhere. but well, cliques form only when the frequency is just right. why can't all these be a little simpler?
people with different comments, different views, different perceptions... complications

OMG!!! I JUST FOUND OUT SOMETHING!!!!!!! GAYATHRI DEARIE IS YINGTAO'S EX SEC SCHOOL MATE!!!!!!! OMG! WHAT COINCIDENCE! i'm high~ hahahhas.

-sometimes, i think things just don't meant to be the way i anticipated it-

hrm+marketing was the final decision made.

my wish of getting french-kissed at little india is gonna be fulfilled!!! =)

sister zhihua: http://www.visitsingapore.com/publish/stbportal/en/home/about_singapore/ezine_home/may06/fine_finds/French_Kiss.html
and for a moment, i thought she was gonna show me some videos or what... but...
it's NOT!
check it out people!

my wish will be fulfilled. lovely sisters *huiqi,jieying,zhihua*, we are all going little india for a walk, and chill-out!! =)

ya-ba-da-ba-dooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

anyway.. at this time it's 2am in the morning. i'm still not asleep cos i'm getting high... and sad and high and sad at the same point of time.. high cos we are all going french-kissing at little india.. then high over talking about idols... then yuhong came n gave me these links...
it's the two top best videos ever watched in my life. cos over zillion of times, memorising all the scenes of the video, the lyrics and songs... despite this, it has the power to make me tear......
sharing it with u all:


touch:



sc05


the greatest memories in life, the loves of my life that will always remain so... and the bond i made there, remains so... sc'05.lesley six.touch'06.stonage.fhcc. =)
~bring me back to cambodia~

i'm rotting at yan's home now... hahhas... doing nothing while she played a so-called 'stupid' game from asiasoft. hahahhas... she say stupid but she's enjoying the game!! hahahhas.. okie.. we planned to go to the gym and then guess what?!? it was raining soooooo heavily when i tried to leave school to meet her... there were hooooo-haaas and woooooo-waaaaas and oooooooooohs and aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhs all over the place by the toes.... hahahhas... sam, camen, and joycie were shoe-less walking around campus trying to cross hurdles (puddles of water), and jas's phone went into one of those pools for a swim... ooh, and erika suggested i should really get her backpack, cos it's waterproof! money worth! i'm seriously considering it now. =)
and so there goes our gyming plan, but well, we took a really light dinner of only long beans, and we walked a pretty far distance from the bus stop to her house instead of taking a bus. so i guess that paid off. we're all trying soooo hard just to cut off those fats off us! arghs! y am i so fat?! tell me. hahahas. but well well, i'm working on it... like, SERIOUSLY. =)

i'm so loving the toes, i dunno what might happen when we all choose different majors.. and today, in the midst of a conversation, erika brought up a point that i almost forgot! i only joined them at the start of sem 2. righto.. but it seems like a long long time already since we knew each other. anyways, i'm just liking the way it is. i don't know, it's the total different feeling when i'm with them. it just feels good!! =)
i love the toes!

alright, just where has joyce dearie went to? msg me for lunch soon ya? =) oooh.. right. i'm meeting sisters huiqi, zhihua and jieying for dinner on friday! lovely.

tmr is Hari Raya Puasa. and we are all going to Ezah's house for a feast and celebration! woohoooo~ i can't wait cos i'm anticipating to have good cookies that she baked. hahahs. i'm not gonna eat too much of them but a few will definitely satisfy those craves. hahahs.

the cough n sneezes should just go away soon. i'm not feeling good.

i'm off. till laterrrr.

woohoo!! yummy rite?? hahahhas!! =)
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stop staring!! eat them!! hahahas
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yummy-li-cious!
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woohoo!! we ate them all! =)
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that really nice eight treasure tea... =)
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that day's lunch at chong qing's steamboat situated at tanglin shopping mall.. was fantastic. yingtao used to work there, and so he brought me there. the food there was a little better than coca's at takashimaya. the price was reasonable too cos the manager gave him a 15% discount. it was kinda worth it.. hmm, i liked the desserts and the eight treasure tea. hees.. it's simply.. fantastic. will post a few pics laterrr. =)

read the newspaper? how sad the man who committed suicide at the mrt tracks awas? how can singpaore allow such things to happen?? POVERTY IS HAPPENING RIGHT HERE IN SINGAPORE!!! how can he be forced to commit suicide cos he's just too poor? how can a man haf $16 as all his assets? how can they survive on maggi every single day? i'm totally devastated by this news. how is the wife gonna take the role of taking care of the two sons when they are both so young? Government please do something!!! he's probably retrenched, and cannot find a job to be the breadwinner. arhhhh ROARS!! this news just tore my heart into pieces... it just goes to show how fortunate most of us are.... may god bless the family.

it's sunday all over again... i discovered a wonderful place to hang out at night. it's raffles place mrt station, the caltex house.. it's so peaceful there at night.. u could see the contrast of a buzzling city area turned into a peaceful place with lovely ambience.. i like hanging out there.

i dunno what am i still hanging onto... it's like whenever i've decided to give it all up, i thought of how he would just stay by me through all my complaints, my grmublings, my pains and woes... in times of happiness, he share my joys and he made sure the happy moments lasted, the pains went off... i want to just let go of everything, because i don like to keep clinging onto him, becoming too dependent. if someone comes along and i just go along, will i regret? this is wad i don wan to face... regretting and hurting the other person as well. awww.. i'm just hating all these.. and anyway, there's nothing such as forever... and i know there' a time to let go.

tmr is sch day again! roars.. but i'm looking forward to tuesday!! Hari Raya Puasa...~

but for now, wishing gayathri and jegan, happy deepavali. =)

yippee-yaya-yippee-yippee-ya~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

breakfast was bak kut teh at jurong east. it was great. especially when it's with aunt. hahhas. we only ordered the soup with no rice cos we anticipated we wanted good lunch later on. and so we went to imm to shop, n eat lunch. lunch was at ajisen ramen. i swear it's the best dessert i ever had over there! it made me fell in love!! it was like.. h.e.a.v.e.n....! i love it to bits! i'm going back again, and soon, and often!!! =) restaurants with really good food, and with my appreciation will get free advertisement by words of my mouth! hahahas! i'm gonna tell everyone how nice it is!!! and i'm gonna bring my darlings there!!! =) woo.. nice place to chill as well!
ya-ba-da-ba-doooooooooo~ great food makes my day.
it was nice but i only took lil portions of them, cos... i din forget i'm on a diet mission. =)

lots of people taught me lots of ways and means to shed off those fats... and especially thank gayathri dearest one zillion and one times.... u know it babe! thanks, muackies! =)
gimme time.

i'm lunching with yingtao tomorrow. well well, he says food gives him the power to wakey early to meet me! oh whatever pig! hahahs. =) my sister got promoted to sec 4 express successfully. i knew she can do it. she just haf to strive harder next year. o'levels are coming! and ying ying, o'levels may be hard, but once after it, life is heaven! i'm waiting for u at np! =) lovelies! muackies my dearestS!!

the dentist awaits me and my arrival.

i'm off.

ya-ba-da-ba-doooooooo~

alright.. i went to grandma's place this morning... had a great time with the hamsters together wth royce boy and may.. woo.. my dearest jeerin & cuzzies rock my socks!! =) had lunch with aunt and yups, it was great, as anticipated. i'm meeting her tmr morning for breakfast at jurong east.. oh no.. that would mean i have to wakey at 7am. but it's all gonna be worth it though.

today's CMA lect was kinda good. Mrs Sue Tan is not bad i would say.. apart from her really fast talkings, jas and i kinda agreed that she talked like bullet train... but she managed to keep me focus throughout.. just the last bit she was really rushing n i think i din quite absorbed anything. plus my mind was already drifting to meeting yingtao at the bus stop. kinda made him wait a good 20mins. =) then it was taking the bus to town. we watched world trade center.

many people said it was utter rubbish, it was bad and all.. but u all know wad? i think the show is fabulous. of cos it isn't good if people expect to see humour, love, sex & etc.. it was more like a documentary than a movie wi would say. it wasn't really for entertaining purpose... cos if people who watched and commented that it was crap, please stay till the very end and read the footnotes that said: for those who perished, for those who went in with bravery and didn't come out after the collapse... out of thousands only 20 came out alive. and 2,749 perished. i would say the show set people thinking a little deeper... how we would take people around us for granted, how we would not appreciate people around us? there was this line that made me really agree to a large extend: 'we were in love, we enjoyed and as days past, he was busy with work and i was busy with kids, we kinda stopped looking at each other.' thats how each and everyone took people for granted. not knowing the importance of the presence of people we once loved, we love and still loving just because we are just too used to them being around all the time?
how they tried hard not to fall asleep, or rather, sleep and can never wake up again. thinking of the love ones make them survive through the ordeal. then those volunteers who are patriots, who didn't care if they would survived if they were to go down to save people. heroes. in short, i like the show. =)

thanks people for the tags. i know fugly is the wrong word to use. ok, i'm just not looking quite good and i think for some health purposes and to look good also, i'm trying hard to slim down. thanks for the lovely support and those encouraging words. =) thanks gayathri dearest, i've mailed you babe. =) thanks my gr2 ladies... n persis and yvette darl. gimme moral support! =)

gr2, i love u loads! get our tees done!!! =)

i'm gonna get the salsa class paid tmr... yayys! shake our bon-bons!! loves darlings!

the toes, i haven get my bag. i wanna do shopping again. will u all go with me? =)

i'm off.

it gets really irritating when all u do when u see me home is to yell n yell non stop. u noe wad? i think i've mastered something incredible. that is, to shut the ears n my world away from u despite ur obvious presence. still that same old line, i hate you!

went to grandma's place.. it was great! good food, nice chattings, i simply love grandma and my aunts. they are the ones who stood by me through thick and thin. i'm going over to grandma's tomorrow morning before lesson as well, for s filling breakfast. thursday morning is to meet my aunt for breakfast and off to IMM before school at 1pm. =)

i'm really determined to slim down. not to become anorexic, but to be slim. got a few tips from zinc today. i think it is gonna work, together with determination, i will make it happen.
monday afternoons: to the gym with yan darling after lessons.
thursday mornings: swim before I&E lesson at 1pm.
Saturdays: swim with darlings.
Sundays: Salsa class.
and of cos apart from that, i think i will wan to wake up every morning slightly earlier to run before i set off to school. i hope this time round, it all works perfectly and i wan those fats off me!! i dun wan to stay fugly. gimme ur support darlings. xian darl, we jia you jia you jia you together!!

the toes went to bugis today. i had to miss it cos i went grandma's. hope they enjoyed themselves. =) HRM was a little boring. with the dimmed lights, and the muffled mic. the faulty projector that projects blurred ppt slides. well well, it kinda wasn't quite beneficial. i will have to read the notes laterrr.

i'm off. =)

happy birthday jiale! =)
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GR 2 rocks my socks!! =) loves!
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i like this pic.... credits to yan darl! =)
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the lovely babes + the fugly one!
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the lovely babes! =)
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me.jenny. nice! =)
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aishiteru, saranghaeyo!
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yo yo yo! it's been quite some time since i updated. alrightey, i shall update starting from saturday. we went babyface to club. me, xian, yan, xia and jenny. well, they play canto pop. that will explain all. not that i don like canto pop, it's just that r&b would be nicer though. after all, thursday nights at dbl o is better. =)
sunday was mahjong with lao da, yingtao and xian. not bad. for the first time in many many times i won! luck is getting back on me i think! hahhas. i've gradually become a mahjong addict, just like my other kakis. hahhas. it's just fun! mind sports is healthy for the functioning of our minds. =D

today: it's the start of school!! i would say it was fantastic!!! i gotta meet the toes ofr like after 7weeks of misses. we did the usual things that we would always do. that is to go to bukit timah hawker centre for our lunch with the long break available. erika had her laksa, otah, carrot cake and dessert. she said she just shouldnt spend so much on food. haha. then we did something unusual. i think for the firt time we did this crazy thing. we took a cab from 72 to 45. it's a long n torturous walk together with the heat n haze and slopes and blahblahblah. hahhas. and yes, we took a cab! hahahs. it was 2.60 on the meter. it was less than a kilometre obviously, but..... we were just too lazy to walk. i love getting back to school. today's topic were mainly about our major. there's several options for me now n i dunno which to take. svc + hr, hr + mkting, svc + mkting or purely hr + iap, purely svc + iap. well well well.... i dunno. seriously!

the week st of pretty well, just that the haze just isn't good for health.

anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIA LE! =) we had a GR2 dinner today. it was all cheesy cos we took cheese cakes for the celebration. it's good seeing them again. it was also weeks n weeks of misses. GR2 rocks big time!

i have kinda planned my weekly schedule. every saturdays i would go for the voluntary work and hopefully swimming with darlings, every sunday is salsa class if we can enrol the class, alternatively occasionally mahjongs. every thursday mornings are for swimming with camen either in school or at bukit batok. every friday afternoons are for studying n revising with yvette darl. =) other than that, all evenings are for meeting frens n darls n dearies. =) yayys! fruitful life to start of with constructive plans.

i'm fugly. fugly fugly fugly. get rid those flaws on my face pls? and those fats off me. i need to work out something. i wan to be really slim~ i will be determined. i shall be. i MUST be. people with helpful tips, pls suggest. thanks a zillion! i don wanna be fugly anymore. =)

tmr im gonna go back netremedia to get my pay.. i must wake up a little earlier so that i can go get my pay, frop the cheque, go to ah ma house and then to lesson by 2pm. and then to bugis with erika and all for bag shopping. then home sweet home. cos wednesday is gonna be movie with yingtao after lesson. world trade centre. darls, i watch le then tell u all nice or not k? =)

i'd post the photos in a while. catch ya! =)

it was the last day of my internship. i was sad. i should be happy that it was all over, but i'm very saddened. like, the people there made me felt that everyday was worth it. especially lynn, jane, ning and des. not forgetting brad, jack, avonda and abigail. abd also the ever funny anurag. they are so wonderful people that i couldn't bear to leave. ning made me teared. she slot this little gift for me but i didn't get her anything. i was rushing some work i didn't get to give her a hug before she left... i'm sad. =( but well, we had a deal that me, her and es would go for suki again!! =) des said this to me before he left. he said: heys, meet up for suki again! i guess that was the best dinner we had during my internship. anyway i would be going back on tuesday to get my pay. before i left office, jane n lynn made me so super sad i felt tears were boiling. they said when things are settled they would surely call me back to work. they are facing some mess now and they need them to clear things. i'm ok with it and i would say i won't mind working there also. =) CH treated all of us lunch at a restaurant near the kallang basin, the view was nice and it was great lunch. thanks people! =) not forgetting to mention abigail's forever laoud laughs and cheery jokes. avoda's chocolates that never fail to make my day, ning's fishermen's friend who is my best friend too.

i will miss you people. =)

tomorrow we are going to babyface. i think it's gonna be fun? sunday is mahjong. and yups, monday is back to school. on hind sight, i should be not too upset as i will be going to school to meet my toes, joyce dearie, sab darl and many others. cherios joyce!

the DSA person in charge replied with an application form. well, i guess i would be going there as a volunteer on a regular basis.
oh yes, the sudden thought and urge of slimming down is strong. hahas. i shall be determined.

nites everyone!

ezah: i miss you!

i met zixian for lunch at PS. the indo food there is just too nice to resist. it was heavenly! =) the trip was worthy. then i met sab. and i also met likim and yunxian. =) yups we all had dinner together. lovely. =) it's been a long time since i met yunxian n kim.. and so, we had a great time tonight. it's always good to meet up n update. love it. =)

i was kinda inspired to sign up as a volunteer at the down syndrome association. and so i did. i emailed the person in charge and she responded with appreciation and she needs people on a regular basis. i'm more than willing to volunteer myself totally. i just feel that these people need alot of help and i've always wanting to extend the human touch and be active in community work. it's slowly happening. =) if i may be able to cope with this, i would sign up for the children's cancer foundation also. but i would have to get use to my time table in the coming semester and see how things go first.

like i said, i want to take up enrichment courses as well. for the time being, yan and i will have to look for a stable part time job and we would all sign up for the korean class together. it's time we all do productive things together. it's time we live our lives to the fullest and not rot our time away. salsa salsa salsa~
*when marimba rhythm starts to play, dance with me... make me sway~*
whee~

sab n i had a deal to get real good results this sem. so we are driven to work real hard. and we would not do last min rushing. we would be consistent. and i was just thinking since im not working part time just yet, i would make sure i don skip any of the lectures if possible. =) and no skipping of tutorials. i would say that this sem's time table is quite manageable. yups, i can't wait for school to start and i can meet my toes. and also, i would have more time with yan! hahhas. it's either u walk to BA or i will have to walk to ICT. hahhas! and not forgetting to mention, mr. chong ying tao will start to be very busy juggling between his project room and wherever this demanding lady miss joyce ong will be. oops! hahahhs! i just can't wait for school to start.

my mind is kinda set at service management. i'm not the marketing type of person. and so, i'm just pondering between HR and service. and i don kinda like dry and mundane stuffs like wad HR is providing.. and so, Service Management that is. =) Service management together with the OIAP that will be.

tmr is friday and i don haf any plans. well, mayb i should just stay home to rest and get ready for the hooo-haa-sss on sat and the mahjong-ing on sun noon. =)

just sooooooo cute. hahahs

alright, things changed again. this morning i was just so glad i'm feeling happier today. then jeerin told me about wad mum said. it's another explosion. why has it always gotta be like that? it's the money issue again. how i hate her with all these nonsense she creates in my life. i dunno, but i'm sorry, we just hate her. HATE. ive never used such strong word on anyone before. she's just a complete failure. sometimes, being philosophical, i would wonder, wad if i'm not joyce? would i be lisa? mary? sophie? wad if i am not their daughter? i'm just an orphan? wad if i'm just not her daughter? ya, and wad if i'm not ong jing ting joyce but ong cao dong or ong ting ting? oh well, i'm just so hoping she wasn't my mother. seriously, how much had she done for us? nothing! if people were to tell me she is my mother anyway, i have to respect.. she brought us up blah blah blah.. i dare to say with dignity n pride that i respect her as someone who is elder than me. but i won't respect her as a mother because she hasn't contributed a single bit to bringing us up. who did? daddy did! ever since he was gone, we became so poor!! we meaning me n mei mei.. while she is so rich to shop for branded stuffs, we are always worrying for our next meal! and whether our pocket has money! how ironical? not at all. we are just not being seen as daughters. ask me y we are still living with her? cos she wants our dad's cpf. y is she not killing us? obviously she doesnt want to go to jail, plus she wants to portray the fact that she is providing us with shelter n 'bringing' us up. like real. illusions~

sorry i always have to procrastinate about this. overall, my life is beautiful, deducting this amount of sorrows, life cold be perfect i foresee.

i just can't wait for 21 to come.

boo! yes yes, we went to watch rob-b-hood!! it was a wonderful show! next week YT & I will be going to 'world trade centre' to watch World Trade Centre. 'world trade centre' = Vivo City. i can't wait!! =) i've been pestering him to go vivo city with me, today he said: ok la ok la, next week! yayys!!! whee~

today i wasn't in a really good mood, so i was kinda putting on this face that he doesn't like. and i was like nagging profusely. i dunno. but whenever i get grumpy i nag alot. alot, meaning ALOT! non-stop for any second. i could see how irritated he was! whahahhas! just too bad. but anyway, thanks for putting up with me for all the nonsense.

i felt better after the show. it was hilarious. i love it. and i love that baby in the show. woohoo! he's just so cute! louis khoo is soooooo handsome please. omg. too shuai!!
today it's the first time i brought ah mei along with us to watch a kinda late show.. hahahs. i hope she had fun with us. =)

alright, to get to the sorrow part where i blogged previously. i think i mentioned before that my attachment company asked me to go back to work part time after my internship.. i was so happy cos i wouldnt have to worry for money anymore. but then today my manager told me that the company is kinda facing a crisis. they need to settle things then they call me. well, i have a feeling it's gonna be nothingness. then i have to worry for money. i need to hunt for part time job. that was why i sounded negative.. but well, u all noe me. i'm a very happy-go-lucky person, no sorrows stick with me for more than a day. and yups, i stay strong n stand strong... i keep ezah's theory with me by heart: everything will be a blessing in disguise. and yingtao always say: sometimes things just won't go ur way.. just sometimes. on hind sight, yes, most of the times i'm a happy girl. =) and xian always say: don get too affected and spoil ur day! woohoo! i'm smiling again my dearest pple!! =)

joyce dearie! i dunno for how long i haven seen u! and i miss u sooo muchie!!! perhaps when sch start we can go to SIM for lunch!! =) i just can't wait to see my ladies, the toes!!! GR2~ monday lunch or dinner!!? lovelies!

just when i declared love for Aristotle, i fell in love with Plato too.

sometimes, things won't go the way we want it. just sometimes. =) i will have to be positive... things will eventually fall nicely in place. and yes it's usually a blessing in disguise. yups. i know i am contradicting. actually, i'm trying to be positive and i was upset just now. it was back then. i'm ok now. =)

thanks jeerin ong! thanks xian! thanks yingtao!

we are all gonna haf a great time later!!! loves! =)

good things never happen to me. as usual, it was all emptiness in the end. it's me. i won't have good things. nothing good will happen to me. i don't believe in miracles! i will never believe that i have blessing in disguise. i'll never think that things will fall nicely. at least for me, it's always like that. =(

people i miss soooo much. my dearest kids in cambodia, how are u all doing? lesley six? how are u all doing? sisters, i miss u all!!
i miss the days.. those were the days.... loves. always.

i was totally freaked out by what he asked. i'm really so scared. and i swear to heaven it was the freakiest moments i had in my whole entire life! no one has ever asked me to close my eyes n think of who he is as a person. chin nan, i'm sorry. but u are just not the one! ezah said this that made me totally laughing like a mad woman.


Timeless Dedication to Care... says:
if he do that again....
Timeless Dedication to Care... says:
u ask him to close his eyes and listen to the sound carefully which will be the ans to his ques...
Timeless Dedication to Care... says:
den u hang up....
Timeless Dedication to Care... says:
wahahahahahaha

darling, that was the coolest answer i've ever got from anyone man! u rock babe! =)

i dont wanna be mean. cos i think we can still be friends. i think it's kind of obvious that i like someone else. and it's kind of obvious when we all know each other for so long already. and i bet he've seen more than 1001 times i'm so close with yingtao. so what's the problem with u my fren? i cannot believe my ears when u asked me that alright? i just want to remain the way we are. purely friends. actually,i kinda anticipated this was coming, but i didn't know u really made the move. i'm sorry, i avoided the question , i hung up. but u totally freaked me.

little miss sunshine is a really nice show. i love it totally. the story is fabulous. it's one of the best shows i've ever watched. and in the midst of watching the show, i think someone in the show caught my eye. he's just so cute. i wouldnt say he is handsome, but he is really mesmerizing.

mesmerizing right? hahahhas. paul franklin dano. =)

after watching the show, i kinda felt that life is like the show? there's ups n downs. there are things that we really wanted but we cannot get it cos it's not within our limit? people cpme n go in our lives, there's reality that everyone need to face up with. and many a times, there are things that are not needed to say, all we need is a hug to soothe the pain? it's really nice. 5 stars!! =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVELY YVETTE! =)

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tmr is yvette darling's birthday... im meeting her for little miss sunshine and dinner tonight. i can't believe it! it's been a year since we celebrated her 17th in the cosy room of FGAC. i miss FGAC, i miss lesley six. girls, how's everyone? michi, please take good care!! misses loads! i'd keep myself updated from ur bloggie. =)

10.10.06 Happy Birthday Yvette Darling!! sweet 18th~ =)

sometimes, i just don't understand people's complicated mind. can't things just be simple? can't everything be simple? i don't know. human minds are meant to be complicated. feelings are complicated. thoughts are complicated. hey, come on, people! please just stop thinking too much, just be reminded we are all humans, not complicated softwares or the complicated CPU.

it's a monday. i'm blue-ing. stoning. hahhas. i'm suddenly craving for really really spicy and hot stuffs for lunch. well, not that i'm eating plain food all the time and then suddenly craving for some spicy food. but then, today i wan ultimate spicy food. hahas. all the time when i'm blue-ing, i need spices in my life. chillies never fail to make my day, just like frosted chocolate malt. hahhas.

be right back laterrr.

first and foremost, the PSI is 140 on the top left hand corner of the tv this minute. the haze is irritating me alot, on the eyes, and my respiratory system. to make matter worse, the sinus problem got worse with the aid of this haze. once, again, the nasal spray is malfunctioning. i can't help but procrastinate the fact that the haze is killing me softly. it's sneezing and breathing difficulty and irritated throat the whole day.

we went to watch the musical held at NUS concert hall, the Superstar. Brandon is involved, and i would say the musical was a success. songs were composed by jimmy ye liang jun, the famous local singer and composer. we were relatively happy with the musical, and brandon was really looking good and performed well. =) great efforts paid off, i would say.

we had a mahjong session at xian's house as usual. yingtao and i lost big time while xian and her bro (jianrong) won big big time? hahahas! there just wasn't luck. but i really do like mahjong sessions even though we don gamble. we are just exercising our minds n fingers. hahahs! it's a healthy mind sport without money involved.

monday i would be watching little miss sunshine with yvette darling. wednesday night is gonna be real fun..me, jeerin, xia, xian, yingtao, jason (lao da), qiuyan and jenny. we are all gonna watch rob-b-hood together and have a great laugh together!! i'm looking forward to these days of the week. the thing is, these are day where i have my monday blues and mid-week blues respectively. so, at least i have something to look forward to when i go to work.
ITP is finishing next week. but i still owe the liaison officer 2nd and 3rd logs. omg. tmr i'm gonna be a good girl to complete both and send in at the same time. i hope she wont mind though. i'm either too lazy or simply just too tired to do anything everyday except to feel like i'm a stone. stoning and staring into space. qiuyan suggested to go to zouk on friday night. it's been some time since i went clubbing... this time round, with yan, for the first time.. i know it's gonna be fun.. loves! =)

i'm kind of changing my phone to Sony Ericsson K750i. cos lynn has grat deals and i just have to pay a very reasonable price. i'm just still pondering if i should. cos if i do, my current phone i'd most probably give it to my sis cos hers is just so lousy. hahhahas. =)

ying ying, jia you for ur coming o'levels okie? loves! whatever it is, u have us with u!! loves! and remember i'm in np waiting for u to join me!!! muackies! =)

why am i human? why am i a man? who am i? untellligible questions with insoluble answers.

i'm so happy!!! i've finally got my pay!! it's like... finally!! this afternoon is really a happy noon!
firstly, ezah darling msg me that she will be able to make it for the salsa class on the 19th of nov. then she sent a second msg to say that there were still tickets for lixia darling to go for tmr's night musical. then i was feeling everything is falling nicely into place and i'm really happy. then our accountant walked in, with that :'are u joyce?' face, and asked me to sign an acknowledgement slip to claim my cheque!!! omg.

relieve me of hyper-ness. i'm just so thrilled now! no more penni-less! hahhahas. =)

then ning told me she's going home after work, which means to say i have a companion with me all the way to choa chu kang before i meet my darlings. =)

happy mid-autumn festival everyone. joycie is a happy girl today. =)

things always fall into place, eventually.

credits to xian darl who helped me to change this blogskin.. while i try to work hard at work. =)

this is the very first post in this new blog... i've decided to use this instead of the old one... a beand new link, a brand new space, some things, just have to be left behind and i know i just have to let things go.

thank you for always reading my posts dearest friends and darlings. here i will continue to be the procrastinating me, philosophizing me! so stay updated yups?

shall i start with my first philosophizing of the day? i took a cab this morning cos i was so super late, i had no choice. the uncle asked if i wanna take a new route. so instead of going to kallang avenue via upp. serangoon, he went the lorong ah soo way. t took a very very long time! i'm so amazed at how the way winds n winds but it doesnt get to kallang avenue. and when i caught a glimpse of somewhere familiar, it was upp. serangoon road. what is the point i am trying to reiterate? after winding n winding, i still ended up at upp serangoon road.

sometimes, after windng roads and trying to take shortcuts, u might just end up at the point where you initially wanted to go. what will be, will just be. =)

joycie
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"Yet doe I feare thy Nature, It is too full o' th' Milke of humane kindnesse."

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