some bangkok pics, more to come from jas's camera. (:

dear blog, i'm back. from bangkok.
hmm, i think i love that place alot, and i won't mind going back again next time, or anytime soon. it's just so much i love about it: the people, the food, the shopping,
and most of all, this trip, i explored a new area of bangkok that i haven gone to before in my previous trips. it's a place named kao san.
it's a place which is also known as the backpackers' alley, and true enough when we reached there, there were like a whole alley of backpackers, they were all slacking and drinking and chilling, they were mostly caucasians or from other countries, which i really canot specify, BUT most of all, i have lots of eye candies! HAHAHAHAHAHAS!
okies, and so i will not stay in bangkok shopping area anymore, the next time i go, i would lodge at kao san. oops! (:

pictures to be up later.
i love this trip, thanks girls for all the fun and love (:
thanks to cheryl, jasmine, camen and jessie (jas's sis) for all the laughters and fun, and of cos thanks jas's parents for all the hosting and helping and without them, the trip wouldnt be as fun! (: and so it's now all come to an end, and im sitting here blogging, i'm feeling rather lost.

there's no clue on what im gonna do in the near future, i need to find a job, i need to wait for the applications to get thru, i need to wait for replies, and obviously none has gotten back to me, so im here, feeling rather aimless and i dont know what is there i can do temporarily, and i need money. from now, i survive on my own. hahahha! sounds so sad right? of cos sad la! from now onwaeds it's liberation which also = independence. which i like, but i need to start it off first.

and i hope i find my path soon...

lately, i've been feeling rather low, cos i feel kinda empty. alone or lonely i cannot quite differentiate, of cos i do have friends, of cos of cos no doubts.
but how come i just feel that kind of lonesome? puzzles me too.
maybe im missing out such an irritant in my life too much ah! hahahahahah!! (:

some CNY pictures when we had Yu Shen.

aloha!
and i have this ONE last paper to take and i could say bye bye to NP. but wells, that's if i have the confidence to say i'd pass RM. RM was total disaster, but i really would like to thank Sam, for his articles(which we DIDN'T use AT ALL, haha) and his kind teachings of the calculations which came out for the paper.
after the paper i hung around with Sam and Louis, i followed them to some pool session, which i see two egoistic men play pool and laughed my head off. LOLS.
i was hanging around with them till it was time to meet kim. we had dinner at causeway point, our usual hang out, and had ichiban. it's a pity loh wc and ulrica couldnt make it, cos we ate SOOOOO MUCH. lols... omg, really alot but it was good talking and eating and talking and eating. we did some shopping as well. (:

tmr is the last lap, really the last lap. im hoping it turns out GOOD. (:
again, i gotta thank Sam for kindly lending me his calculator for tmr's paper.
saturday, it would be VANGKOK! (:

and i still have an assignment to rush on Vygotsky. i shall do it after my paper tmr, and hope for a pass. arrrrhhhhh!
till then.

and who ever said that long-distance relationship wouldn't work out well?
hahahaha!
i think mine is perfectly good! (:
ezah called today, and we had a hearty chat of more than half an hr, the phoneline had to be cut off from her side, and then it ended. cool!
hearing you again was COOL, and WARM. hahaha. well i think u know what i mean, u take care there, i'll keep missing u here. loves.

iemp down, one down.
two more to go.
rm to go, IF to go.
it will soon be over, i will soon be smiling, all over again.

had a nice and hearty dinner with camen. lovely.
to be continued, when we're all in bangkok! (:

we had a wonderful day out, i know i should be studying at home, but i sneaked out for some real fun. hahaha!
met lao da, darren, tao xiang, ah ho and yong sheng for walk walk and diner..
dinner was yu shen and crab and some other delicacies, ending with swensens giant earthquake and endless chi-chatting.
well, i might say i'm quite spoiled for the presence of all the men, cos they bought me dinner and entertained me with fabulous talks on gangs, army, and the supernaturals.
LOLS! it was quite wrong for them to touch on that last topic cos, yea...
anyone who knows me knows that i'm quite weak and vulnerable when it comes to those 'eeeerie' stuffs. LOLS.
so in the end, ah ho had to walk me to the bus stop and wait for the bus with me.
thanks guys for the dinner, and the chit chatting session..
and as darren said, good moments fly pass quick and fast. hahaha!
yong sheng is an ultimate tickler. every word he speaks makes me laugh. don ask me why, qiuyan and lao da knows why. hahaha!
fabulous night out.

stressful week ahead. roars.

to nurfaezah: it would have been great if u were here, but im loving it that u're enjoying there! MISSES U ALOTTTT. (:

i hate exams.
i hate to be mugging, not hard but still, i hate it!
i hate the stress of all these shit.
if it were to be something i like, i'm fine, but it's pure business.
oh, and everyone knows i hate it.

and i still have an assignment to rush for counselling.
anyway, i'm loving counselling class alot.
it's making me realise what's life, what's MY life (:

how i wish i have THAT remote from CLICK, to forward time, not too far, but to 22nd, when exams are done. roars.

boooooohoooooooooo..~

i picked up running again, and woohoo!
who knows i really love it.
i dunno.
it keeps my head really clear,
it makes me feel my heart pumping,
it keeps me breathing...
and it reminds me of my being. (:
keep fit!!!

tmr is vday... i could clearly remember, last vday, i had lunch-ed alone in pizza hut at heartland mall.. perhaps, this would be in repeat. haha!
don worry, i'm not sad about it or what, i'm just sad that every vday i have this someone who would reming me how OVW i am, but there she is, in MELBOURNE. hahaha!
HAPPY VDAY OVW! (:
happy vday to everyone! loves.

more pics...
chanfi airport with ezah to check out her luggage limits,

some pics to update. some time ago though..

that's a big face over there! lols! *housefly!!!*

i love this huiqi aka ball aka ykk aka my nuas.

that's us after some sun-kissed moments on the beach!

don't show your ugly teeth girl!!! (:

Ezah's farewell at lau pa sat

don't take candid of me talking on the phone lehh!!! haha!

and they took a photo without me when i was on the phone!!!

lovely.

we can be the craziest bunch ever. really.

there are MORE pictures to be up for the cny, but i'm waiting for some uploading to be done... and so, chinese new year will soon be over? yupp it will.

i have a few things i need to do, some resolutions to make, some mundane stuffs to attain:
1) finals on the 18th to the 22nd. (man, and i know everyone can't wait to get this over with)
2) driving license
3) uni applications
4) job applications
5) exercising
6) and many more.

bye. i'm tired.

joycie
friends and family make me complete.
anything with the sun and sea makes me happy
dark chocolates.sunflowers. dedicated unconditional love and care
"Yet doe I feare thy Nature, It is too full o' th' Milke of humane kindnesse."

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