welcome home, ezah! :)
i love my god daughter, baby keryn!
my god, she's one god's sent gift.
we all love her, our weekends are now more colorful with her presence. hahaha.

lao da, chin nan and i had supper last night.
we had dinner at jin lee's place, jin lee cooked. home cooked dishes just tasted better than hawker food. hahaha. we were blessed.
the supper was good, it was tooooo filling but i loved it. hahaha.

monday, yet again.

read aggie's blog and had the same kind of nostalgia feeling.
how come some friendships and some relationships just cannot stay the way they were? sometimes, i just wish some people will stay forever, but things arent always the same. things change over time, and people change over time. situations change, friendships change, everything just change.
some people comes closer, some people drift apart.
saddening but sometimes we know some friendship just stay the same even though the distance drifts further. but how can we say a friendship stays the same when there are distance? how irnonic.
but i told aggie, some new people come into our lives and brighten out lives every now and then, but old ones still somehow stay in our lives, like always. well, thats rather true.
at least, for me... i know i have LOADS of wonderful, fantastic, fabulous friends around me, and i met more new ones when i joined the workforce. stephanie, aggie, colyn, uncle paul, aileen. people who are there EVERYDAY, brightening my days. but i also have my dearests bunch, brightening my life, every second (:
sometimes, this nostalgic mood just hits me hard.
im not emo, really. i am just thankful for the people im blessed with.

i am another BIG step towards my BIG BIG dream!
accepted into Bachelor of Social Work, got the study award.
everything is falling into place nicely and grateful for the fact that i've chosen this path, and stayed with it, and will still stay on till my dreams come true someday one day(:

good morning, dream!
good night, dream (:

met kim and ulrica for dinner at city hall, had shokudo and aenis.
it's the company i guess. everything seems wonderful today.
yumsicals.

ezah is finally coming back, and im finally going to give her a big bear hug and say HELLO as loudly as i can, and plan all the craziest thing on earth, and watch horros and do EVERYTHING under the sun TOGETHER! my weekends will be much more colorful than ever, EVER, for the next 2 months. hip hip hurray!

i didn't know letting go of something can be this carefree. i also didnt know that hanging on could be that painful. it felt really painful when you let go, but it feels really grateful that you'd let go. for the first time in many many many many many months, i'm feeling this feeling of freedom and i breathe the air i breathe and do the things i do for MYSELF. no longer feeling taken for granted or no longer feels manipulated. it feels especially good when u feel u love urself more than anything else now rather than loving something or someone else more than u love urself. sometimes, letting go is the greatest love of all.

another small step to my big dream :)
each day i'm waking up, greeting good morning to my big dream.
someday it will come true.

"Yet doe I feare thy Nature, It is too full o' th' Milke of humane kindnesse."

i hate to be in dilemmas.
and lao da is right. i'm ALWAYS in dilemmas in sooo MANY different situations.
why should i always be caught in situations?
i can have my own choice and i can always choose NOT to be caught in situations.

im freed.

lovely thailand, lovely Bangkok, lovely Khao San.
let the pictures talk.
more pics to come when zam and lao da send them to me :)

morning all,
welcome the monday blues, yet again.
i haven forget self care but i'm losing it.
i'm breaking down, i think..
but i'm still in control, for NOW.

i feel like crap, seriously.
i just cant feel more blue than now.

我想要的那片天空你是不是能够给我 ?
back from a small getaway.. lovely (:
thought through alot during the long bus journey.. first time travelling away from my comfort zone... a big chance to think through so much, i'm glad i had some stuffs sorted out, and some still remain so stuck, as ever...

ROARS...

thanks lao da for always taking the extra mile of effort for me (: i appreciate you, for everything...

爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛 ...

FRUSTRATIONS!!!!!!!!!
if i could yell my lungs out, i would.
if i could scream my heart out, i would.
if i could just be quiet for the rest of the day, rest of the month, i would.

i know where i stand... and i might just be not good enough for anything, everything.

if i say i am no emo kid, i'm stating a lie.
frustrations+emotions+stress+all the words left unsaid and strandled.
FRUSTRATIONS!

thank gooness for the return of GL to work! :) ur presence makes everything else perfect. hahaha!! :)
i'm counting down to 29th nov, 9.30pm.
ezah's return will make life less frustrated. hahaha.

ur presence in my life makes everything worthwhile, but painful...

good morning monday blues.

joycie
friends and family make me complete.
anything with the sun and sea makes me happy
dark chocolates.sunflowers. dedicated unconditional love and care
"Yet doe I feare thy Nature, It is too full o' th' Milke of humane kindnesse."

Bachelor of social work (not an easy path but it will work out, 6/6 to go!)
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