Tuesday, February 27, 2007 ' 9:28 PM
i'm back!! (:
it's been some time since i last blogged. it's not that i was missing in action, it's just that there isnt much to update about my life. it's been working and working and working most of the times, and today, i din have to go to work in the morning and only have to be at pianoforte in about an hr's time, and so here i am, catching up. (:
chinese new year kinda died down already, even though there's still a few days left for the season... (:
tmr onwards i will have to be at the IBSM workshop, which is gonna be another tiring thing to attend cos lectures will be in chinese, but the happy thing would be jasmine and i will be really looking forward to the trip itself. (: actually, i think there are many pple whom we know are going.. ppl like george, rain's darl's frens: priscilla, kezia... abd many others that i know. i hope it's a happy trip, and i hope it's enjoying. i just know it's gonna be enjoying.
then there's another trip to redang in april with my dears and darlings. (: it's gonna be lovely.
i'm just kinda restless these days, cos ive been sick, flu and sore eyes kept attacking me alternately, one after another and it continues on. i hope i will be on top condition when i travel. there are some things that i might eed to get i think, things like, motion sickness pills? hahahhas!
alright, i should be off by now... if not i might be late! (:
cheerios!
♥dedicated compassion and loves.
Monday, February 19, 2007 ' 7:05 AM
eyes off me,
care off me,
love off me,
trample over me.
trampled.
i'm independent, and i can, without you all.
not an attention seeker,
but who doesn't need care?
i'll go... i will. to where i think i may belong.
♥dedicated compassion and loves.
Saturday, February 17, 2007 ' 4:57 AM
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! (:
that's probably the only thing to be happy about, i hate to be sick. feeling unwell during this season surely isnt the best feeling to have. i've stopped feeling joyous for the season, and i've forgotten how chinese new year used to be, or supposed to be like. it's just another ordinary weekend or public holiday?
whatever it is, i still do hope everyone enjoy it (:
-what's reunion? i've no idea. what's family? i also have no idea. what's kin-ship? i also have no idea. if i'm such an abundant, let me go.-
♥dedicated compassion and loves.
Wednesday, February 14, 2007 ' 6:55 AM
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ONE AND ALL!!! (:
blaw down, last paper to go!!!
jia you everyone.
it's been the first really lonely v'day i ever had. and i mean, lonely seriously. not that it mattered alot, but it's just weird u see couples dining, and u're the ONLY ONE sitting alone. i went lunch at heartland mall before work. there were basically nothing except pizza hut that caught my eye eventually. sausage mania was all i could think of, at that moment... and so i went to the waitress, and FIRST TIME in my whole entire life, i'm dining in a restaurant ALONE. hahahas, i would say i'm really proud of myself cos i sat there and watched couples dine... not feeling sad or dampen, i felt happy (: who ever said someone should be single and sad on v'day?
i had lotsa messages and wishes, and it already meant alot. the wishes meant everyone remembered me! and thats more than enough already... (:
hope all my darlings & dearies enjoyed this day!
the great thing this morning was to see yvette darling and syaz darling before the papers. it was a simple hug and a simple wishing of happy vday, and it already meant alot alot to me. then it was stef darling, also, with a hug n a simple wishing... i miss lesley six... especially, chewy and michi!! meet up soon ya?
i'm very sick, down with flu and sore throat... and i think i'm feeling feverish and wobbly.... it's the exam's virus that never fail to hit me... anyway, it's gonna be over soon... (:
** i dunno since when, i start to like quiet times, alone (which i never used to like at all). like there's no one except me myself and i... working at pianoforte makes me really relaxed... it's really me time, with music. i really like it, alot.**
today is a legendary day, where i never felt upset for the fact that i'm alone for a special day like vday. perhaps, i've already learnt to be independent, and be quiet, unlike the loud, noisy and random me. or is solely cos of the hateful exams that's giving this kind of quietness? whatever it is, i'm happy (:
♥dedicated compassion and loves.
Monday, February 12, 2007 ' 6:02 AM
cma and fmgt down.
finally half the load is over...
the worst is yet to come, BLAW.
1001 case laws, legal principles, applicatons. well well, all the best to everyone...
after this paper, it should be much easier (:
sore throat and sinus hit me every time during this period of the school term.
probably lack of sleep, but most probably.. the stress...
not enough sleep, not enough water...
lots of break outs, lots of eye bag....
chinese new year is coming, but seriously... i never mcuh expected for this festive season, since i know when. but i dun wanna mention much. it's a time for gatherings...
off.
♥dedicated compassion and loves.
Saturday, February 10, 2007 ' 6:26 AM
there are 10001 things that need to be done.
how fmgt sucks big time!!!
i know nuts about it, and all i can do now is to procrastinate, and continue procrastinating.
i think i shall start tmr, all i wan is a pass i think.
i can't be greedy. sigh.
there are so many things i want to learn. from canoeing 3 star to yoga, to piano, to singing, to japanese, to many many others..
today, i realised that what i REALLY NEED TO LEARN, is
`!
tolerance.
gotta go, try to start my fmgt, and blaw, and hrm.........
understand my stress... =(
♥dedicated compassion and loves.
Tuesday, February 06, 2007 ' 7:27 PM
i'm just worse than restless.
waking up, dragging my feet...
thinking of how long the day would be,
mugging for exams, working, working
and working...
i'm sorry to everyone... so sorry... to my darlings, that i just have been MIA-ing from u all, sorry to Rain cos i din have energy to attend yoga class with her today, sorry to yvette darling, that i was supposed to pass the hrm notes to her today but i was really restless and i din wan to travel to school then back to kovan.
i'm sorry everyone. :(
and the lazy bug just hits me hard.
and i just dun feel like talking much.
and i just feel like a walking zombie.
and...
and...
and...
exams just please be over soon.
over and out.
♥dedicated compassion and loves.
' 7:17 AM
i'm restless, very restless, just resltess...
cma, cma, cma... fmgt, blaw, hrm.... ROARS.
get over with exams and be done with it please...
it's draining!!!
i need space, exams be over and i regain my freedom.
holidays wouldnt be as nice actually. it's working working and working... but it would then means i would have money, for the IBSM trip. and the trip with my lovely ones... (:
i miss my darlings. take care, i'm simply hibernating for exams. meet up soon!! loves! (:
♥dedicated compassion and loves.
Thursday, February 01, 2007 ' 11:08 PM
when things start to go well and smooth, life's a sail (: everything starts to fall into place nicely for me, and i like that. lynn approached me to work for them, guessed i benefit alot from the attachment. the greatest part should be the kind of bond i had there, with ning, lynn and jane. this holidays will be working working and working... pianoforte, netremedia.
both sides are compromising to my IBSM trip from 12march to 12 march, and i'm really glad that they won't mind me away for that period. (: both rather flexible, i'm more than delighted! (:
in short, i think for now (and i yearn for long term), i might put away mone problems already. yippee!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TERENCE!!!it's celebration tonight from jeerin and i, for terence! loves, my lovely.
i miss my darlings,
everyone, jia you for exams! (:
♥dedicated compassion and loves.
