moshi moshi...
i am feeling gloomy... everything i hear this morning made me felt so gloomy and made me feel really blue...
sometimes, most people just don know how fortunate we are... how comfortable and how blessed we live each day, still complaining about life.
how much we grumble about our very fortunate lives?
i want to proudly say that i am blessed, and for all the things i've heard this morning, i want the same blessings that i have to be spread to people who needs it too (:

i enjoyed my last weekend to the max. saturday was department retreat, and we all went to bottle tree park. prawn-ing was fun! and sunday's zoo trip made me a happier being (:
photos to be up later when i am more free...

this coming weekend would be a longer weekend, and i can have fun fun and more fun.
saturday i'm going to meet my dearest, xia.
and i'm gonna have dinner feast with the usuals...
sunday would be another adventure at the forest adventure with zam and lao da...
monday would be......... i don know what, cos i haven had got plans. haha...

for a gloomy working thursday, i wanna thank my dearest colleagues for brightening my day with their presence (:

i feel that i'm nearing my passion by a small little step :)
one small step at one time, one big dream at the end.

we went st james last night...
not fun i would say. if only it were the right people only.
roars....

woke up feeling so blue.
probably cos i have to work on a saturday, but it felt more than that.
i was sobbing over songs playing in my mp3.
probably it's that high-low effect ezah always said i have...
like i am super high this moniute and then the next minute i will be low, and crying while i type my blog.
right girl? awww man, i miss you soooo much. if only i have you here, then probably i would be sobbing lesser. when are u gonna come back man?!
i'm counting down.

sometimes, love just ain't enough...
there's a danger in loving somebody too much, and it's sad when you know it's their heart you cant touch.
there's a reason why people don stay where they are...
really, sometimes love just ain't enough...

sometimes i wondered if i could turn back time knowing back then that i was getting myself into such troubles. sometimes i wondered if there is a chance to turn back time rewinding things to make sure they hadn't happened. sometimes i just wonder if i could just let go and be carefree once more...

maybe i can...

有时候望着你，让我觉得什么都是值得的。
有时候看着你的眼睛， 我觉得一切都会是值得的。。。
有时候， 只要看到你的笑容， 我就可以为你无怨无悔。。。
可是，为什么我渐渐地觉得一切都将随着时间的流失而改变， 我将渐渐失去你？
其实我从来都不奢望有什么回报， 更没有期望过你对我承诺。
我只要可以一直静静的站在你身边， 静静的为你做一切的一切我就很满足。
可是，随着时间一天天过去，我却渐渐地觉得。。。。
我静静站着的，不是你身边，而是你后面。 我永远都在追着你的脚步， 永远都不会在你左手边。 永远都只能这样的静静追着。。
我就只能是个静静的， 透明的小人物。
或许你的表达方式就是与众不同， 可是这种与众不同可能就只是我安慰自己的方式。
或许我爱的是你这种冷漠， 可是这种冷漠却让我，
觉得很痛。。。很痛。。。。

总在泪冰凉以后 才能感觉心好痛
是我导演这场梦 骗自己去生活
站在慌乱人海中 擦肩而过的冷漠
谁会欢笑 谁会悲伤 我都不在乎
欺骗自己 同情自己 偶尔恨自己
爱不就自私 不然就别奢求
但我只想知道 你是否曾爱过我
我不该问 我不该求
明知道这一切都怪我
今晚我只想听到你亲口说爱我

只想听到你亲口说爱我。。。。。（就多一次好吗？）

monday blues.

life's vulnerable..
what you have this moment may not be still yours the very next....
treasure thoese around you with your heart...
who knows who leaves you the next minute?

i'm not speaking from personal experience at this moment but someone's heartfelt story touched me and i'm feeling alot.

aloha!!!
selamat hari raya to my dearest ezah and nizam! (:
i had a good lunch at ezah's place without her, for the first time... hahaha.. but the food still taste as good as ever... yummy! don't you miss them? i know you do! 29th nov! and i'm couting down... misses! i hope u had an enjoyable day there too!
went nan's place for mahjong... fantastic!
good times fly...
we all had a great dinner and i loved the food and the companions...
(yingtao, lao da, nan and anthony)
if only the good old ones (xian, yan, jin lee, ang, alvin, jeffrey) were there and it will be totally fantastic..

guys, thanks for EVERYTHING.

joycie
friends and family make me complete.
anything with the sun and sea makes me happy
dark chocolates.sunflowers. dedicated unconditional love and care
"Yet doe I feare thy Nature, It is too full o' th' Milke of humane kindnesse."

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