we (project connection) + erika went to DSA! it was fabulous, wonderful! the people there were more than nice, and it was heart warming to see the people in DSA so active, so caring and so attached to people whom they just know. i couldn't help but feel so touched with every single thing they say, and do. (:
willie is sick, down with spasms and diarrohea.. could be food poisoning.. sounds really bad.. take good care of that, hydrate urself! get well soon!


for the first time, the toes are all out together, and for the first time, erika and i weren't lost, and we noe exactly where we were, and how to go home. hahahs! oh, it's nice to meet ethel, and have her with me on bus 156 cos it's normally a long and boring journey. (:

those were the times, those were the smiles. lots of misses. (:

for so long that we've parted from cambodia, since serve cambodia'2005, the bod seems tobe always there. not only with lesley six (although we don meet often now, but it just seems so bonded.) cambodia, FGAC, lesley six, touch 06, are the best things that happened in life. my girls, the children in the centre, they taught me life, they taught me what true love is.

that's something that never fails to make me smile (:

**the texts, the wrods, the expressions, the way, everything and everything...~

actually, i don have much to blog, but i just felt like blogging. i should be sleeping soon cos there's ECD presentation tmr, and there's a long day ahead.

there's so much said, but how far is each word true. how true?
junyong and i sorta agreed bugis is really not somewhere we could shop. and i told him about wad erika said. not only could we get nothing there, it was hot, squeezy, there were like 1001 people on the middle of the road between bugis junction and bugis village. i am not exaggerating! it's horrifying. hahahs.
i went to chinatown with my cousins and aunt last nite. it's HORRIFYING too. i guess i really don't like crowds that much. there's really not much of a chinese new year feel, it only irrtates me alot. hot, squuezy, and i swear i had difficulty breathing through what i though was foul air everywhere. and there was so many people we could hardly walk... there's like.. nothing except PEOPLE? no more these for me please. thank you. jeerin, royston and i were basically walking aimlessly.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROYSTON! (:

here, i just wan to say that i'm one who really can't commit much, to what others always say and yearn for, 'love'. thank you, largely appreciated, but... sorry. friends are all i need, for now. i have my darlings, i have my family, i have all my dearies and friends. i think i will have zero time for, a relationship. perhaps, we could be friends.

we went to celebrate ying ying's birthday at the greatest dim sum place ever.. it's at west mall, which till now i dunno the restaurant name. all i know is, they serve really nice food there. (: we had lots of fun, and fun, and fun.

project connection: i'm getting to like the people more. especially after today's meeting at DSA. everyone was really cooperative, and everyone seem really bonded. i like. (:

I GOT THE JOB AT PIANOFORTE! first of all, thanks to angeline who recommended this job to me. it's a decent place, a decent job, decent hours and decent pay. (: and i like the environement there. it's almost, me and my boss (boss seems old on her, but she's a nice lady. angeline's cousin actually). she's really nice, and rather soft spoken. i was taken for the job, like almost immediately. not exactly an interview, more of a breifing session. i like. (:

bought a present for ying ying for her birthday. and... i like that present alot, cos i like that thing... hahahas. hope she likes... we're meeting tmr for her birthday celebration! (: no cake, cos we are all on diet. hahhas. tmr shall be photo taking session. i like. (:

tmr is blaw presentation, i hope everyone pull through it together. jia you the toes!! (:

accidentally in love?? totally, public affair??

it's been a really busy day. alot of things yet settled, alot of things settled. more unsettled than the settled ones though. totally shagged i must say. mentally tired more than physically tired.. i just hope projects and exams can well be OVER, soon.

i miss yvette, alot. chill out n shopping soon girl. and not forgetting meeting to study for the exams. loves (: to reply to ur sms: u're GREATLY MISSED and I LOVE YA LOADS too. (:

alot has been happening, people-to-people kinda relationship is just not as easy as it always seem. how we see things are, might not always be how things are. lately, i learnt that, alot of things that SEEMS TO BE LIKE IT, usually isn't what it seems like it is. they are most of the times, the opposite? like for example, 'they seems close frens', but within them, they haf their hidden conflicts. well, i guess people to people are all about comproimses and understandings.

junyong told me he's gonna be away a month for some overseas trip thingy. and Germany he flies off to. off he flies on 15th feb, and comes back on the 13th of march, which i would be away for IBSM trip already. hahhas. i just want chocolates from Germany, and in return, u'd get....... i'll see to it. (: won't you miss me, say it out loud!!
this evil man said that whatever i asked for, is either immoral, sinful or fattening. now, chocolates are sinful and fattening, what's immoral (i guess i know)??? hahahhas.

projects, please just be over soon.

oh, on a brighter side of things, we got A for our HRM project. (: three cheers the toes! loves, lovely, uall are loved. (:

i want more more more, of that.

okie.. now..
the regular. the irregular. the regular irregular. the irregular regular.
how i hate it man! yes, the stomach cramps! ROARS! keep a little away from me, cos i roar.
to anything, anyone. (:
mood swings... away... please? (:

i exploded at yingtao. for all the right reasons i swear! whatever i say he has got something to oppose to, with the most irritating tone ever! i dunno what's the F**King problem with him, or what's the problem with US? whatever it is, what's done cannot be undone. ROARS! (i warned i'd roar! and i did!)
**sigh**

the nicest things ever i heard today was from jc, junyong and *anonymous*.
jc told me: when u find that the day is way too long for you, look at watch and see the seconds tick by, knowing that the day would be one sec nearing to end.
junyong told me: there's times when we are so down, but there's no one we could turn to. cos we don know how to express that kind of down to the people around us. but there's always me, anything for you, girl (:
*anonymous* could read my facial expression, and sent me a msg to ask wad was bothering me and if i wanted to share. hmm, it's just the swings i guess (:
and somehow, people who weren't the most closest to me brightened me up alot. but of cos, the sms-es from my dearest darlings, my girls, made me smile.
meeting yan darling made me feel much more relieved from the long day also. sorry xia darling, i couldn't make it for dinner, again. meet tmr shall we?

how guys are jerks to spoil beautiful lifes of the girls... how they make girls fall head to toe for them n dump them. and how freaking fast they move on like a train n leaving the girls walking all alone at the back of the train always? somehow, i'm relieved i'm outta all these shit, that i'm no longer involved with jerks to spoil my life. DARLINGS! stay strong.

get well soon, erika (:

public affair??

it's the first yoga class ever. and i must say i like it. (: i always thought it's very difficult, but well.. it's not very very difficult, but it's not easy also. well, it's flexibility, patience and..... exercising? it's good work out even though it seems like we dun move about much. how amazing, and yes, i like it. (: especially when there's a companion, it's best. Rain makes the best companion, of cos. (: i'm liking her more than ever.
we're gonna work hard together, both in fitness, and studying for the coming exams! love ya babe!

sorry xia darling, i din make it to swimming today. sobs. :( i feel like going kayaking.... seriously... but well, i better not plan anything with my darlings.. because, i don't want to jinx the weather. but i'm more than willing to reserve this weekends for swimming or kayaking. i'm dying for it....

now that the projects are over, there are two more presentations coming up. i can't wait but to get over with all of these man! needless to say, i so hope the exams to be over. then it will be working first, then to hongkong and china in march! omg, when i received the rooming list from the tutor in charge, i get so high to see: Yong JiaMin Jasmine, Ong Jing Ting Joyce, Room 5. hahahahhas! it's a feeling undescribable. we're flying to hongkong!! 12th march to 23rd march, confirmed. (:

tmr is a long long day with CMA, FMGT, HRM revision lecture, I&E. all the way to 6pm. oh man! ):

darlings, are we going for a short trip? are we are we are we?
i'm a travel freak. ular-lah!! (:

i'm so loving life as it is. i've got so many people and so many things to be happy about. (: loves everyone!!

friday is our date: ying, ting, sze, lin! muackies!

to start off with, i got seleceted for IBSM (International Business Study Mission). and now, together with jasmine darling, we are going to china and hong kong in march! (: i'm more than delighted. cos i wasn't selected at first, cos i've went for an oversea trip before already. but because someone had to drop this due to his OITP, i'm the next selected one! omg! i thank that person, whoever he might be. thanks! (:

cheerios!!! yippee!

it was open house duty and there was really nothing much except people and picking darts. i know this sound kinda stupid, but anyway i got myself 2 cca points and i think it's worth it after all. Rain and I to bukit panjang plaza swensens. oh, and i love dining there cos there's this sense of belonging, where staffs come around and sit around to chit chat and catch up, and i got myself a serving of free fries! (: banana split with three lovely flavours instead of the basic flavours. sticky chewy chocolate, macadamia nuts and frosted chocolate malt.) Rain got herself coit tower, also fcm & macasamia (: xia darling joined us not long after, ordered fcm sundae (: omg, sinful yet nice. it's been some time since i had ice cream, lovely. it somehow act as a celebration for the IBSM news (:

erika and michelle are sick, please take good care babes (:

dinner and chilling and hanging out with xia, yan, xian, jenny darlings were more than wonderful. it was catching up, gossipping, crapping and laming all around. window shopping, shopping, walking around. the starbucks waiter look soooooo cute! omg! so cute! hahahs. his smile was contagious through air, it was so radiant it makes u feel so sunshinie! hahahhas!
i love my ladies! muackies! (: the lappy was a BIG burden!
we're meeting tmr for a shopping spree i guess. (: omg, i miss ezah.hahahahhas!!

true yoga that is, i've made up my mind. (:

the toes plus michelle met for BLAW project presentation preparation today. and i quite liked the result of it. not only was it productive, it was totally hilarious. wait till i pose the lovely picture that sam darl is gonna do, u folks will know why it's hilarious. (:

HRM tutorial was just pure stoning and spacing out... and msging Rain dearest in the midst of class, hoping lesson to end soon so we can get to town. hahahs. (: and i so love her. i like her, for her bubbly-ness, and i like her, for her random-ness, and most of all, i so so so love her... if not for her random, and randomly called me to shop with her for a dress during the hols, we wouldn't have realised how well we clicked, just with a snap. (: we're both happy, with each other's presence. somehow, it is like that (:

erika darl, Rain and i went to alley bar to chill.. but before that, we all went to shop around and Rain managed to get herself a sexy top. (: then it was alley bar, with bailey's, long island tea and POTATO WEDGES (i think that was what brought us for this evening cos Rain had been talking about this wedges ever since she went there a week ago.) and... together with 'laughter cells' that were contagious through air from Rain, the night was just full of laughters, and fun fun fun. erika and i was totally amused by her, totally (: we all enjoyed ourselves, very much.
erika went off at 8pm. after which Rain n i went to bugis, and she got her belt. n we finally found the eyelashes we want. omg, we were so super high. hahahas (:
lovely.

we took pictures, to be uploaded soon (:

tmr i shall meet xia darling. i miss her (:

friday will be BLAW presentation, and monday would be ECD submission, and then exams are nearing already. and guess what? i haven been to swimming or kayaking. omg. i hope this weekend would be sunny for our activities. saturday would be yoga trial with Rain. (: incorporated with shopping and meeting qi n jieying for zhihua's chalet. (: i'm gonna meet sisters soon! lovely. (:

you're freaking me out! totally. i wouldn't give anyone a chance, or rather, i wouldnt give a chance to someone i don't feel for... so please just stop pestering with those silly questions that i will never entertain. i have zero interest and stop being irritating! it's like, the more advancements u try to make, the more frustrated and irritated i get.. i've already said more than 10001 times that WE ARE IMPOSSIBLE, IMPOSSIBLE LIKE TOTALLY IMPOSSIBLE, don u get it for goodness sake? omg! no matter how long u're gonna wait, i'm just gonna say u're stupid. i'm not holding u up cos i've always been really straight forward to tell u that we are impossible. not only do i have zero interst, i have negative feelings for u're so irritating. if we were to proper start off nicely as friends and remain friends, it wouldn't be so harsh on you now! oh please man, LEAVE ME ALONE! it will be well appreciated.

rain, rain, go away.. come again another day....

it's been raining, and it's slacking at home... i just feel so lethargic to do anything except to sleep. so, yesterday darlings came over for vcds, and i enjoyed it. we became potato couches. hahahas. titbits, snacks, vcds, craps... i love my girls. (:

while yesterday was to go kayaking and it failed, today was to go swimming and yupp, it failed too. so, so much so for being ambitious this weekend, i din do anything productive. hahahs. mayb next week? but well, don plan first, cos unpredictable things happen. lols...

i'm seriously thinking if i should join california fitness with ezah n xian, or amore, or true yoga with Rain. the price range are almost the same, so i really dunno. hmm.... i just need a little more time to ponder. hahas.

tomorrow is monday again, and there's blaw and fmgt. yupps, i hope i won't oversleep cos i'm anticipating to take the ngee ann shuttle bus at hougang. (:
exams are nearing.....

when things start to fall nicely into their respective places, there's a sense of satisfaction to the whole project. now that the i&e is slowly falling into place and things are getting better, collaboration with DSA, primary schools and everything everything is just so nicely done, i feel really happy. for everyone! three cheers to project connection! everyone will strive to the final event! (:

i should be studying ECD now, but guess what? i have zero motivation to get things going. this is only because tomorrow is a total free day and i'm taking it as an advantage for me to slack now. i'm a total slacker! this is bad... but who cares? it's ok. as long as i get thigns right on friday. and i hate the fact that the test is in the evening. ROARS. it's the most unproductive period of time of the day for me. sleepy, hungry, zero concentration. but i guess everyone just has to live with it. (:

i really din do very well for the common tests, maybe because i was really feeling bad on my stomach then. but, i guess that's just one of the excuses i can give to appease myself. i think i will have to do really well for my finals so i do not affect my gpa. but well, i'll just haf to try.
took a cab home with zinc just now, talked quite a bit, and yes we realised, we are all restless this sem. projects probably also made us dread the modules. and yes, this semester is kinda heavy, for the fact that there are two detestable modules, namely: fmgt and cma.
two really mathematical modules plus two really theoretical modules, hrm and ecd. it's really dreadful, but those who are now taking what we took last sem, already went thru this, so we will have to make it through too. (:

now, tell me when am i going kayaking? SATURDAY! (: and tell me when am i going to swim? SUNDAY! (: yes, i've got my weekends planned, sunny. are u gals on for it?! (:

when will we know our major? hrm hrm hrm hrm hrm hrm~

travelling has become part and parcel of my everyday life already. and i realised, i actually quite like it. i've grew to love this 'me' time. where i'm really all alone, left there to think of what i want to think, and enjoy people watching, and looking out of the windows and wonder how some things are the way they are.
and on this very particular day while i was travelling to school, i was thinking, if everything about human affection were complications, then humans are nothing but complexity. can't things, can't humans be a little more simple? no, because technology and computers are complex things that humans NEED to understand, thus the reason for our complexity.

and oh yes!! i really din understand that freaking cma lecture mrs yang lectured. roars! she's really...... i've got no words to describe.. she ran through the lecture slides like as if we cannot read ourselves... and she din tell us how the hell the figures came about! i think... my cma is a goner. sigh.

he's mine. (:

sorry, i'm random.

i've switched to blogger beta after much thoughts. the only reason why i didn't want to switch was because i think i really like my old blogger username:devilico. i've been using it for more than 4 or 5 years i think. hmmm.. now that it's changed, it's also because blogger kept bugging me to change to blogger beta, and the older version runs really slow i dunno why. roars.

i'm now in school and we've just finished our hrm project presentation. omg. i think we all did well. three cheers my lovely toes! i love the toes! (: cma lecture later, i really hope it's not that mrs yang whom we can never understand wad she is trying to say, and yes, she was that tutor who made me copy blindly in tutorial yesterday. arhs.

and i saw sisters jieying n huiqi again! omg! i love bumping onto them in school cos, we really are busy to meet up lately. loves, sisters! (:

this morning i did a really stupid thing. i'm so embarrassed. i was to msg ryan (a friend whom i gotta know when i was in jc) and i accidentally msged the contents to ryan (from np, my IS module tutorial mate this semester). Ryan from jc, has always been the only ryan in my contact list n just last week i added ryan from IS into my contacts. and i casually sent: i miss you too! to the wrong ryan. and the funny thing is he replied me: oh yes i miss you too!
and it went on and on and on... until a moment he told me: actually u have sent to the wrong person lor, ryan from IS said! omg. i'm... so.... feeling... stupid!
can't he tell me earlier, cos i tot i sent to the right person la! n i had to send to ryan all over again. and i told ryan about this, he said he can't believe i'm always so blur.
AM I BLUR??? maybe. hahhas... anyway, it's good he'd ORD and we're chatting again. (: dinner soon my pal! (:

u're that irresistable thing. (:

cma tutorial was more than tortures and it was tormenting cos not only did i not understand the things she was trying to say, i was BLINDLY copying cos she was using red ink, and anyone who knows me well would know i have colour deficiency, and i was really blind, i had to keep referring to sam's paper to copy. thanks sam darling! fmgt was more than stoning, cos i was totally spacing out, doing nothing except texting people and talking and going toilets. how unproductive, i know.

the happiest thing today was to meet sisters jieying and huiqi at canteen 3! it wasn't a planned one and that makes everything even more happy. hees. i miss them sooo muchie! and i was kinda loud when i saw them. hahhas. more get togethers soon... (: loves.

confession of pain was fantastic, it's a simple show, no need much guessing but enjoyable. (: i think i wanna watch charlotte's web soon... soon, darlings? (:
omg, i think i miss ezah and xia alot. meet up soon ladies!

yan darling says he's got a new style but not as handsome as before.. omg. i haf to see him soon! hahhas. so, i will TRY to make it for lunch at canteen 3 on thursday even though i haf no lessons on that day. hahhas.

now i'm seriously missig the sun and the sunny activities! (: swimming or canoeing soon please? next week will be shopping and chilling with Rain dearest, after all the project submissions, and maybe i should really consider joining her classes to cut those weight off (:

seriously, sweet. (:

i missed blaw lecture today... was too tired to wakey as sinus attacked last nite and it was quite bad. took medicine and had nasal spray doubled the dosage. school was ok, yong tau foo t canteen 3 was more than fabulous, fmgt lecturer was like a bullet train. today passed by pretty well, ending with dinner at west mall tim sum place.. with ah mei and erika. (:
nice day all in all,

deducting the irritating part where there are irresponsible people who loves to point fingers at others when they did not do well in their part, and that probably explains why nobody wanted her in the group right at the first place. goodness me, it's the first time cooperating with her, and please, it's gonna be the last time i swear!

he is that nice guy who gives morning call everyday without fail. sending msg-es to make me smile, giving encouragements, helping out in any way he could in anything i'm dealing with. isn't he nice? i think so. maybe all i need is time, cos i'm really not the sort who can get into it, fall into it, and get myself into a relationship easily, put it plainly, i cannot commit. (:

and the other he, is drifting really far away already. making things seem clearer, that it didn't really happen right from the start. or perhaps, i was the one who started the drift, and now we are really far apart. not knowing what's the everyday life of each other like before, just saying hi and bye in msn, meeting up occasionally as n when we like, in a group, no longer just us. however, i feel much better now, in many many ways... i feel.. happier, actually. (:

thanks samantha my little lovely toe, for the new picture in my blog. i love it (:

ya-ba-da-ba-doooooooooooooooo!!!


the provisional approval was here, and yups, i'm gonna apply for primary school relief teaching. together with erika this time. (: the vacation won't be boring and it means there's income!!! i can assume that this job would invite more income than all other part time. and yups, i'm motivated to do well, i've always liked teaching. (:
but, sec school or pri sch? back to my own primary school, it's kinda far. back to teck whye i feel kinda weird. guess i'd just start hunting, or shall just go to Pei Chun primary school withh erika. (:
income income income. (:

jack says, it's all about compromising and tolerance. thats the most difficult part of human affection. then i would profess, what's compromising and tolerance for when it's a one sided kinda affection. where one party tries so hard to salvage and compromise and tolerate and the other just kept on with that bothering mentality! then i'd profess ezah's philosophy: WHATEVER!!! (:

sorry i kinda spoilt the plans to go canoeing today. i'm really sorry, but it was a really last minute thing. i hope everyone understand. really sorry, my sincere apologies.

throwing pots and pans and knives and glasses, at you. at the back of my mind. (:

school officially starts tmr. brand new year, brand new start.
time to start studying hard, be a hardworking student.
time to stick by strict schedules of running and swimming, dieting.

it's been a few days of mood swings and temperamental me. sorry to everyone whom i kinda threw tantrums on. i'm just quick tempered, but i don't bear grudges. (: thanks for understandings.

it's gonna be projects projects projects, strict revisions, lectures, tutorials, e-learnings*grins*, and stringent schedules. omg. jia you everyone!! mid-feb and it's all over. i miss the toes! meeting up soon, more get-togethers, more movies together. i can't wait. (:

yan darl's 21st is coming soon... let's all enjoy the big day with her ya? (:
i miss canoeing, darlings. soon?

was talking to ning on msn yesterday. omg. she got herself a new job at mediacorp FM 93.3! now she has close contact with my favourite DJ Cruz Teng! hahhas. and she promised to bring me along to roadshows or programmes if there's any of my idol. hahhas. you go girl! experience comes with time, so no worries with being new there. misses! (:

i kinda feel alot for this song, it's kinda a classic, but it says alot about me, i guess. (:

To the Moon and back - Savage Garden

She's taking her time making up the reasons
To justify all the hurt inside
Guess she knows from the smiles and the look in their eyes
Everyone's got a theory about the bitter one
They're saying, "Mama never loved her much"
And, "Daddy never keeps in touch
That's why she shies away from human affection"
But somewhere in a private place
She packs her bags for outer space
And now she's waiting for the right kind of pilot to come
And she'll say to him
She's sayin

Chorus
I would fly up to the moon and back if you'll be...
If you'll be my baby
I've got a ticket for a world where we belong
So would you be my baby?

She can't remember a time when she felt needed
If love was red then she was color blind
All her friends, well they've been trialed for treason
And crimes that were never defined
She's saying, "Love is like a barren place,
And reaching out for human faith
It's like a journey I just don't have a map for"
So baby's gonna take a dive and
Push the shift to overdrive
Send a signal that she's hanging
All her hopes on the stars
What a pleasant dream
She's sayin

Chorus
I would fly up to the moon and back if you'll be...
If you'll be my baby
I've got a ticket for a world where we belong
So would you be my baby?

Hold on, hold on ...

Mama never loved her much
And, Daddy never keeps in touch
That's why she shies away from human affection
But somewhere in a private place
She packs her bags for outer space
And now she's waiting for the right kind of pilot to come
And she'll say to him
She's sayin

I would fly up to the moon and back if you'll be...
If you'll be my baby
I've got a ticket for a world where we belong
So would you be my baby?
yeaaaah ...

u make me feel more loved than ever. u make me want you more each day. (:

joycie
friends and family make me complete.
anything with the sun and sea makes me happy
dark chocolates.sunflowers. dedicated unconditional love and care
"Yet doe I feare thy Nature, It is too full o' th' Milke of humane kindnesse."

Bachelor of social work (not an easy path but it will work out, 6/6 to go!)
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