Friday, November 28, 2008 ' 8:09 AM
read aggie's blog and had the same kind of nostalgia feeling.
how come some friendships and some relationships just cannot stay the way they were? sometimes, i just wish some people will stay forever, but things arent always the same. things change over time, and people change over time. situations change, friendships change, everything just change.
some people comes closer, some people drift apart.
saddening but sometimes we know some friendship just stay the same even though the distance drifts further. but how can we say a friendship stays the same when there are distance? how irnonic.
but i told aggie, some new people come into our lives and brighten out lives every now and then, but old ones still somehow stay in our lives, like always. well, thats rather true.
at least, for me... i know i have LOADS of wonderful, fantastic, fabulous friends around me, and i met more new ones when i joined the workforce. stephanie, aggie, colyn, uncle paul, aileen. people who are there EVERYDAY, brightening my days. but i also have my dearests bunch, brightening my life, every second (:
sometimes, this nostalgic mood just hits me hard.
im not emo, really. i am just thankful for the people im blessed with.
i am another BIG step towards my BIG BIG dream!
accepted into Bachelor of Social Work, got the study award.
everything is falling into place nicely and grateful for the fact that i've chosen this path, and stayed with it, and will still stay on till my dreams come true someday one day(:
good morning, dream!
good night, dream (:
met kim and ulrica for dinner at city hall, had shokudo and aenis.
it's the company i guess. everything seems wonderful today.
yumsicals.
ezah is finally coming back, and im finally going to give her a big bear hug and say HELLO as loudly as i can, and plan all the craziest thing on earth, and watch horros and do EVERYTHING under the sun TOGETHER! my weekends will be much more colorful than ever, EVER, for the next 2 months. hip hip hurray!
i didn't know letting go of something can be this carefree. i also didnt know that hanging on could be that painful. it felt really painful when you let go, but it feels really grateful that you'd let go. for the first time in many many many many many months, i'm feeling this feeling of freedom and i breathe the air i breathe and do the things i do for MYSELF. no longer feeling taken for granted or no longer feels manipulated. it feels especially good when u feel u love urself more than anything else now rather than loving something or someone else more than u love urself. sometimes, letting go is the greatest love of all.
♥dedicated compassion and loves.
