Monday, September 01, 2008 ' 6:25 AM
peekaboo!!!
it was BAD monday blues for me. i felt so down so blue so moody right at the moment when i opened my eyes. it must be the aftermath of too much joys and laughters over the weekend. but it went off after a while i guessed? but i still felt really moody during lunchtime.
i couldn't wait for the clock to ctrike 5.25pm so that i can dash out of the office. and i did.
i did a little shopping, had a little me time beofre i met cousins for badminton.
my legs are aching slightly from the dashing on threadmill yesterday but i'm feeling energetic and i love to perspire and feel the heat emitting off the body. it feels really good.
after exercising, i just cannot help but sing it out loud, 'i feel good!!!' (if u know the tune and melody from the garfield) hahahaha.
and i'm gonna hit the gym after work tmr.
have i turned into some exercise freak or health freak? in a way, yes but in another way, no. i just feel good when i ache all over and fall asleep the moment i lie down. and i'm rather motivated to train well for the standard chartered run, it would be my first 10km!
sometimes i wonder, would i be a better person where people can accept me better if i were slimmer? prettier? if i weren't a poke face, would i be much more acceptable? if i weren't fat like what i am, would i then be a better person? and if i don have ugly teeth and could smile sweeter, then i would be seen? someone told me today that looks are VERY IMPORTANT these days. no one look into our hearts and know who we really are. they believe what their eyes see, and we tend to judge from first impression. i did give the statement some thoughts and felt it's quite true to a certain extent.
but wouldn't there be just ONE EXCEPTION, just ONE someone who would see just another ONE beyond their looks, and look into the heart and see what's true? i have faith that there are people who gofor what's true and real. i go for what is REAL.
life's getting so stagnant it's boring. bring me some spices please? haha.
♥dedicated compassion and loves.
