Saturday, April 26, 2008 ' 8:03 AM
it's so ridiculous how some people take u as a refugee camp and then HALLUCINATE that u are in love with them. what a shit. please wake up man! i'm freaking taken aback by whatever u are thinking, whatever u said and whatever u might just be hallucinating. it's probably good u patron my blog pretty often, and please red this. specially dedicated to u noy because u are any important person in my life, but PLEASE JUST TAKE NOTE AND BE NOTED THAT, I AM IN THE LEAST INTERESTED IN YOU, AND PLEASE STOP THINKING THAT PEOPLE BEING NICE TO YOU HAS TO LIKE YOU.
i am GENERALLY NICE TO EVERYONE, and i'm sure anyone can verify that.
and by being courteous to reply ur msges and pick up ur phone calls only signal that YOU ARE JUST A FRIEND. for goodness sake u pissed me off by that sms u sent and in case u didn't know, if i like a guy, i'd probably NEVER REJECT ANY OF HIS DATES. and thank goodness i'm able to speak up formyself now that i've NEVER RECIPROCATED TO ANY OF YOUR DATES.
dammit.
sorry people, i'm so super angry because this particular person whom i shall not name him sent me this sms. please be my audience and be my judge. how would anyone feel receiving sucha ridiculous thing.
'haha. we can be very gd fren. i still need alot of time b4 i go for a second love. the 1st love hurt me too deep. i'm sorry. take care :)'
oh what the F?!!?!?! i can never imagine anyone sending me out of the blues! and he was the one who started sms-ing me cos he was out of love. and he WAS a friend and i thought no harm just giving him some words of encouragement.. bla bla.. and then in days to come he kept sms-ing me NON STOP and then so i thought i would reduce the times i reply. and then he kept asking me out and of cos i wouldn't just go out with any tom dick and harry. i'm not trying to be mean but i'm saying the truth. i go out with just that few guy friends i always hang out with, and other than that i just wouldn't. AND THEN HE STARTED TO MSG ME LIKE THREE MEALS A DAY, bla bla bla.. and then he HALLUCINATES! dammit. and u all know what's the most irritating thing!? after he sent that sms, he KEPT SMS-ING NON STOP WITH RUBBISH LIKE:
' had dinner?', ' sorry i'm a very direct person.', 'my dinner was ok. how was urs?', 'what plans u have for tmr?'
ohh.. for goodness sake, just F off!
i'm angry because it sounds like i'm DESPERATE! roars.
anyway, ona happier note, i want to thank xiong lao da alot. for being a sweet friend. i sms-ed him this morning to tell him that i'm quite cash tight and might have problem buying the lee family's birthday presents... surprisingly, he transferred me money and sms-ed me that he transferred 50 for my personal use just in case i needed it, and can return him when i get my pay on the 7th. that's what friends are for (: i'm just grateful for having these friends in my life. like i always said, the guys are jewels of my life that i canot live without and the girls, u know u all are my darlings. needless to say. hee..
anyway, i'm truly looking forward to may cos it's the lee family's birthdays, and it's our annual athering event once again. the steamboat! and yupp, i shall get to see people i haven met since months. loves.
♥dedicated compassion and loves.
