Monday, March 24, 2008 ' 7:57 AM
first and foremost, congratulate me!!!
i've got myself a job at ttsh! yes yes, social work assistant. yes yes, my dream job, and yes yes, my passion. nothing makes me more happier now. (: says cheeseeeee!
(actually as i say cheese im tnking more of chocolates. hahaha!)
but well, i think i cannot eat chocolates for the time being. i'm seriously ill and sick with stupid ulcers, cores and swollen joints and what have i. i went to the doctor on sunday morning, cos i almost fainted in the toilet, and scared the hell outta my mum and sis, and my aunt had to come over to send me to the clinic, and then feeling totally in pain, doctor asked me to go to the polyclinic, which i went this morning to get a referral letter to sgh, and the appointment date is HAHAHA! 29thMAY! imagine im a dying being, and i will die by then lor? but i understand la, everyone is Q0ing to see a specialist. if im urgent i'd walk in a&e (:
i'm now a suspect case of auto immune disease carrier. no worries, it does not pass on, and it is only in me, and i'd be the one who suffers. and i went online to check out on what auto immune diseas is all about, it only happens in women. well, i dunno why but it does. and i have a positive ANA which means to say that my antibodies are higher than my body cells and my own immune system attacks my body. does that sounds complicated? yes, it does. cos the GP told me it's beyond what GPs can do, they can only give me painkillers. paranoid? of cos! as i searched more about it, i realised i'm having more symptoms on this auto immune disease named lupus. and how fantastic, i have almost all the symptoms suggested. oh, the polyclinic doctor told me it's suggestive, but it may not be so don't worry. how can i not worry? i hope i can lead my normal life without painkillers.
i will be fine, at least that's what i kept telling myself.
on a lighter note, i finished my interpersonal skills exam today, cheers! (: well, the killer paper is on wednesday, human development. but i guess, i might do a pass. haha... i have lovely classmates who are always helpful and encouraging.
i have fantastic lovely friends who care alot, making sure i don't take nuts, don't take gluten, which are things that aggravate my conditions. i love my friends. hahahaha. what a corny thing to say, but it's true, i love them all.
i miss some too. (:
♥dedicated compassion and loves.
