Friday, March 07, 2008 ' 8:09 AM
and lately i made a new great friend. not exactly new new, but new in a way as i know more about him. same frequency. same thoughts. same feelings.
instant click. fantastic.
same experiences, same past experiences. same, almost everything.
birthday 3days apart, how awfully coincident to a point we want each other to shut up when it's a common point. hahaha! but still, we click that well, we thought we could be some long lost twins or something. haha!!
i guess sometimes fate plays a great part in us making friends.
watched leap years... nice story, i think. i was a drama mellow mama, i weeped. hahaha. and how true, it isn't the distance or the amount of time that mattered, it's the feelings... that matters most. 'i would wait forever if you would ever come....' nice.
i would change it to my version, 'i would wait forever, if my desired edward would ever come...'
hahahah! ezah, ya?
i've got a job already, finally. jan offered me to help her work on a musical, i have to start from scratch, i have to write scripts, select piano pieces, choose songs, write lyrics, work on the casts, posters, publicising. in short events + a little bit more excitement cos it's something i like to do, it's almost my forte. i like. flexi working hours, reasonable pay... although it may not be permanent, but in the mean time, it helps to kill slacking time (: at least it keeps me working, keeps me moving... and most importantly, i won't be broke...
i'm still waiting for NIE to reply.. please reply.... please.... i'm really really hoping i get this.
'i need to know.. what is wrong with me.. if only someone could tell me what is very wrong with the emotions, the feelings, the heart, the head.. it seems like the wiring has all gone wrong, and out of control.. i always thought i could be very well in control of myself, and i'm very well able to keep emotions in check, suddenly, emotions pass through me like an electric wave. just something slight, and suddenly, i find myself sitting here, thinking of you.'
♥dedicated compassion and loves.
