Saturday, April 21, 2007 ' 9:08 AM
rock-a-bye-baby.... on-the-tree-top...
well, i'm just simply tired and lazy for anything... i'm really just listless to do anything else exvept to move my machine through the mandatory stuffs like schooling and working. i'm seriously worse than feeling tired, i'm more than lazy and i'm just basically taking time to slack and rest as much as i can. my weekends has since lose it's colors, no more going out and nothing else except sleeping and watching vcds at home. how i can become a potato couch sooner or later, seriously.
sorry jenny for not being able to turn up for MOS but happy 21st birthday!!! i'm sorry, i'm really tired after work. meet up with u girls soon!!! (:
ah ma fell down, and hit her head. she's forever keeping things from us! she fell and didn't want me and mei to know! how can!!! we got really worried, and it felt like there was a tonnage of stones on our hearts. she's ever so precious, we, wished.. we'd never lose her...
ROTH CHEARN MSGED ME!! omg! i'm so high~ after so long, the bond is just unbreakable! he sent his loves and misses through this cold gadget, but the words felt warm and so real... camboda was where we all understood true love. love is something non-superficial, and it should come right from the bottom of the heart.. this, we get it from the kids, the people from FGAC, from cambodia.. bring me back to cambodia.... i'm longing to see them, again... will there be such a day? i wished, hoped and prayed so.
brandon msged yesterday to say about POTO and another race apart from the food heritage race. but this one however, has to be registered in pairs he mentioned. i think we can all give it a shot? right ezah darling?! oh, ezah and i had this joke that if SL were to be thinking of a blog name like brandon is, his will be easy. SLbusdirectory.blogspot.com. guess what he responsed when i told him that? he saud,' don't want la, later those who REALLY want to find the bus directory cannot get the right link pls?' HAHAHAHS. such cool answer, and yet hilarious. oh, and brandon is almost mind set to used i am gay but i am not. blogspot.com. how lame, but well, it just somehow so him. (:
i miss ezah! meet up soon ya?! hahhas
even though i'm really tired cos of work, and i know i'm slowly losing my life cos of work.. i really like the job alot. the kids just never fail to bring this smile on my face, and they just brighten my day no matter how tired i felt. a heart warming bunch. was telling jan that thurs i have no lessons, and she wants to re-schedule the kids so that thurs would be worth for me to go work. i was very touched by what she said. i dunno why touched, but i felt really appreciated as an employee? even though, as i mentioned before, that we never had employer-employee relationship. it was more casual, like friends? we work together instead of a hierarchy? jan. angeline, stella and me? we were all more like friends than colleagues, less to speak of employers and employees. she's actually always re-scheduling the kids to fit my schedule, how appreciated. but now that the time table is more or less confirmed, i had given her the confirmed times. wed, thurs, fri and sat. o really don't mind going there almost everyday, because, everyday i get to see different kids coming in.. like it's so routine to see samantha and christabel on weds, max and anabella on thurs, blythe and seanna on fri, and many many many more of cos. fetching shaun in and out of his childcare for his piano lessons, as shaun goes in i'd fetch jun ryo out... i'm just more than happy to just see them smile brightly at u outside the childcare door. and drawing u pictures after their lessons.
i'm just contented.
how i used to dread going home was history. i yearned to go home even as i was just travelling to school. i don't really like hanging out late everyday. once or twice in a week would be fine, but most of the other days i'd be hoping to go home after sch or work. in fact, i think i quit the addiction of hanging out too much. or perhaps i've grown old? hahahhas! i guess it's just that it's peaceful now at home, unlike history. (:
i'm really contented with life as it is now.
wednesdays meetings with xiao gu, friday tentatively meetings with ying ying, occasional visits to ah ma, i'm just blessed with my family, and i love them very much, as who they are.and the cursings and swearings everyday with JEERIN ONG! i find it a pleasure actually. hahahhhas! (:
I LOVE U PEOPLE! (:
tutorials will start next week, and yupps, it's not exactly a packed time table, but it's so scattered i feel like we could just go to sch for two days and rest on the other days. but well, school ain't so kind. hahhas..
coming may is a busy busy month... everyone's birthday just fall in may! in order: chin nan, roth chearn,chin lee, chin ping, rosie, jasmine, ezah, sister jie ying,xia, xian,may, erika. (: how many is that on the list? hahhahas.
yingtao gonna get enlisted on 7th june.
-i don't know what's those complicating and stirring feelings coming up in waves all over again for. i just want to sit under a sycamore tree and hear those birds sing, alone.
♥dedicated compassion and loves.
