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01.05.07
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIN NAN! (:
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i stood up a date with him again. yes, it means at the very last min i just said i've got something on n i didn't turn up. this time not too last minute though. i dunno, mayb i just dun feel comfortable. maybe i just dun feel like going. mayb, mayb, mayb, i REALLY don't need anyone. maybe not now, maybe not soon. sorry for being so evil to keep putting paper aeroplanes. but i think i dun like being wishy washy and i think i've made myself rather clear over this issue many many times, so... yupps. i hope u understand. i think all i need now are friends for i'm rather happy and contented with all i have now. i have to sincerely apologise that maybe u're not the one i feel for, but don get me wrong for u're a really nice friend. (:
xia asked me, ' would u choose the one u love, or the one who loves you.' i would say i choose the one i love, for if i dun love the person i dunno how can things start going right from the first step. but of cos, it's best to have someone i love and loves me! HAHAHAHHAS! i'm patient, and i can always wait. worse comes to worse, i'd be an OVW like everyone says i am! hahahs! (:
hmmm, watched 200 pounds beauty, it was a really funny show, it was hilarious i think i laughed so heartily in the theatre. hahahs! it's so real even though the scenes were rather predictable. it's like saying men are indecisive! for a moment they say that looks appeal to them, but when girls go plastic for them they want it all natural. oh c'mon! be realistic, no one can look so beautiful n perfect on the outer, what matters is from within!!! wake up men!! (:
went to chin nan's birthday party, saw many of whom i haven seen for ages, am happy to see them again. and chin nan can't stop claiming that i went MIA for so long, and insisted that i meet them for swimming at least once in a month. hahhas! it's just that it's so far! if not i'd have meet ezah almost every week for swim! why don u guys come TPSC??? hahahhahas! how about that?
yingtao drove me home after that. but before the journey home, we stopped by railway mall to have a sumptuous supper! yummy-yum! i was so craving for minced meat mee pok with extra vinegar and extra chilli from bukit batok( the one that me and xia used to always hang out), and then i got my yummy yummy supper today! thanks so muchie piggie!! thank u for the effort to pick me from the bus stop to his place, thank you for having to control not to drink the tasty red wine, thank you for accomodating to leave early, &
thank you for the supper and ride home! u're the best, as always! loves! (:
-if ever i needed something more than anything else, it's still you.