Wednesday, April 18, 2007 ' 8:42 AM
i went to visit an old uncle( grandpa's sworn brother) today with xiao gu and ah ma. we left with tears as it was really sad when he said we must visit him often with the saddest and heart piercing tone... we all cried cos we really felt that sad atmosphere when we were about to leave. he's old already, and the body system just ain't keeping up with him anymore... i sincerely hope he's gonna be fine... we'll visit him whenever we can. (:
had a really really long chat on the phone with qin last night. it was heart pouring, and overwhelming as we talked about everything and anything since JC till now. we both agreed we didn't regret dropping out from jc, it was a wise choice and we all knew what we were doing back then. we are leading lifes better than before, only now that there are more scheming ppl as we grow.
had a long long long hang out with xia darling the day before yesterday, also met up with brandon, SL and ezah darling to fill up the form for our food heritage tour in may. it's the second tour i'm joining them, and it seems like we've known each other for so so long (as in brandon & sL). they are just seriously crazy people, which never fail to make me laugh my heart and lungs out. apart from the saga tree joke that SL made, there's yet another one. HAHAHS. HE CHOOSES HIS GF USING BUS DIRECTORY!!!
so it's like, the first criteria to being his gf would be:
IS THERE ANY DIRECT BUS FROM YOUR PLACE TO MY PLACE?
if any girl were to fail this then no more talks. HAHAHAHHAHAHAS!
then we kept teasing ezah about how she shoot gary with the:' i'm earning 3 times more than ur NS pay'... and she was so so so guilty that she went to apologise to him, seriously. hahhas... and the thing about karma that's going round and round? hahhahas! i got my karma before brandon met us. the whole entire lemon tea spilled onto me!!! OMG pls! something must always happen in BK toilets. first incident which lixia had a deeper impression....(which i wont want to mention here anymore), then this was the other one. (:
i must we all had a great laugh altogether... me, xia, wil-son, ezah, brandon, SL... it was 'initial' thought as a weird combi, but when jokers meet... well, it's like a whole bunch of crazy ppl laughing loud along the streets.
brandon is gonna figure the best deal for POTO and off we would go, ezah dont want cos she scared she zzz. hahahhas!! (:
after work at pianoforte which ends at 7plus, i met JOYCE DEARIE!! after a decade. we had a really hearty chat, we are so similar, name similar, situations similar, everything is just too similar. probably that explains why we click right at the start with a snap. there was just connection... and there still is. i'll always be here for you dearie! loves!!! (:
how guys try to get girls so hard, and then pamper them like a princess, giving hopes and live, but ultimately dashes all hopes and leaving her to suffocate and die.... typical? maybe not for everyone, but generally, it is always the case. at least that's what we concluded for the evening's chat. (:
perhaps i'm just being too skeptical towards this, but i can't help but have doubts. everyone is supportive of me giving it a shot, and of cos, i know it very well that it's been so long, probably too long for me to have doubts anymore.
i gotta slowly walk out of this fear, joyce dearie said. (:
♥dedicated compassion and loves.
