Thursday, March 29, 2007 ' 6:24 AM
i'm up to three jobs now. i just accepted Rain darling's offer to help her friend run some admin jobs and telemarketing, three times a week, 6-10 each time. Pianoforte has to be only on saturday for these two weeks until i stop full -time work at pico when sch reopen. then i will have to decide if i wan the two jobs when sch reopen. maybe? i'm keeping myself real busy with work so that i don waste time and slack around.
actually, i'm happy now even though i'm busy. cos i feel life very fulfilling and i'm using time to the fullest. (: and when i'm working, it feels very happy to have get things done properly, and speaking to our clients and sponsors made me feel that i've learnt alot through this job, for it's going to help me through a long way. i like my jobs. and i'm starting to miss pianoforte cos it's been for long that i'm only working saturdays. i kinda miss the children. (:
lately, this song has been on repeat mode for all my travelling journeys to and fro from work to home.
[我怀念的]
我问为什么
那女孩传简讯给我
而你为什么不解释低着头沉默
我该相信你很爱我
不愿意敷衍我
还是明白你已不想挽回什么
想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受
我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手最暖的胸口
谁记得谁忘了
想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受
我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首
歌记得那片星空
最紧的右手最暖的胸口
谁忘了我怀念的是无言感动
我怀念的是绝对炽热
我怀念的是你很激动
求我原谅抱得我都痛
我记得你在背后
也记得我颤抖着
记得感觉汹涌最美的烟火
最长的相拥
谁爱得太自由
谁过头太远了
谁要走我的心
谁忘了那就是承诺
谁自顾自地走
谁忘了看着我
谁让爱变沉重
谁忘了要给你温柔
我怀念的
我还有想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手最暖的胸口
我放手
我让座
假洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得
太爱了
所以我没有哭没有说
numbed, still numbed.
♥dedicated compassion and loves.
