Monday, January 08, 2007 ' 4:50 AM
i missed blaw lecture today... was too tired to wakey as sinus attacked last nite and it was quite bad. took medicine and had nasal spray doubled the dosage. school was ok, yong tau foo t canteen 3 was more than fabulous, fmgt lecturer was like a bullet train. today passed by pretty well, ending with dinner at west mall tim sum place.. with ah mei and erika. (:
nice day all in all,
deducting the irritating part where there are irresponsible people who loves to point fingers at others when they did not do well in their part, and that probably explains why nobody wanted her in the group right at the first place. goodness me, it's the first time cooperating with her, and please, it's gonna be the last time i swear!
he is that nice guy who gives morning call everyday without fail. sending msg-es to make me smile, giving encouragements, helping out in any way he could in anything i'm dealing with. isn't he nice? i think so. maybe all i need is time, cos i'm really not the sort who can get into it, fall into it, and get myself into a relationship easily, put it plainly, i cannot commit. (:
and the other he, is drifting really far away already. making things seem clearer, that it didn't really happen right from the start. or perhaps, i was the one who started the drift, and now we are really far apart. not knowing what's the everyday life of each other like before, just saying hi and bye in msn, meeting up occasionally as n when we like, in a group, no longer just us. however, i feel much better now, in many many ways... i feel.. happier, actually. (:
thanks samantha my little lovely toe, for the new picture in my blog. i love it (:
♥dedicated compassion and loves.
