Wednesday, November 01, 2006 ' 6:55 AM
yippee-ya-ya-yippee-yippee-yaa~today wasn't vivo.. it was
ikea! (me.jas.camen.sam.erika.jiahao.vincent). we were all having sooo much fun ikea-ing. but somehing did come and spoil our mood during dinner..
i dunno if she was attention seeking to approach the tutor directly, but i would say it wasn't quite nice. and furthermore, we are already six in a group and she's insisting on 7? well well, i don wan to comment much about this cos i think all these are too complicated. i just would say that the toes would
NOT split for any case.
i love them. =) they are my
sugar pies! for a reason or two, vincent is now very much part of us...
juicy juicy yummy-licious news please come our way soon! hahahs.
i went
swimming this morning before lessons. i would say that swimming takes off all the pains and woes and troubles.. it's just me and the waters. the waters and me. i like it that way.
i don't have much to say about things that are so complicating. each time it's getting more complicated. for some reasons, i think i'm too tired to deal with this trivial part of my life, and i'm just gonna give it a pass. i don want to rant more about this issue. it has got to be all the hurting words, all the hurtful words. it wasn't like that cos pple can be quite tolerant until a point of time when they feel so hopeless and so tired just trying to put things in a better position. remember when u were drifiting apart, i would always feel so bad, and feel so pain, and had to msg u more than once a day trying to make sure u're engaged in the group, and u ignored everything? and when things finally were back to normal and everything is more than fine, u had to say we left u out and u had to say watever to us for getting the last min ticket even though we really tried so hard to get it for u? when i always WANT to be there for you, and ALWAYS hope i can be there for you but u always would think u live alone? how i try never to fail you but would always ended up not pleasing u in the end? i dunno. i think i'm quite exhausted trying to make things fine once more. like u said nobody reads ur blog but actually i follow them closely? actually, almost all the time i clicked on somebody's blog, it's you i'd click first. even up till this point of time, it's remains. but, how i always see hurtful things that's unbearable? if i didn't cherish, if i werent concern, i wouldn't be feeling the pain now. if ur words didn't hurt, would it be better? it's just so weird how 20 year olds are now puzzled with friendship and not relationships? and i treasure friendships more than anything else... more than ANYTHING ELSE. like i thought saturday was actually fine? we were waiting for u at white sands since 5pm but u weren't able to make it on time n we tot mayb we should just give the shuttle bus a miss too so that we all might reach at the same time, and ur words at ur blog kinda hurt me alot cos we were labelled. cos our initial intention was to just be there late as well so that it wouldnt be weird for you, and u managed to get there earlier and we made u waited. perhaps you wouldn't be reading this anymore cos i did read ur recent post of how the things shared r all bull shit. the things we share are lovely memories i had, but all the treasuring n cherishing, perhaps bull shit. not referring only to u, but to me. cos i think this time round, i'm making the minimal effort to try n patch things up cos i'm really exhasuted. take care, for i really do care, even till now.sorry for all the rubbish i have to put here.
anyways, i'm still deciding on purely HRM or my initial plan of HRM + Marketing. i love wednesday nights cos i can sleep early but wakey real late tmr morning cos class is at 1pm. =) i gotta get down to my
blaw tutorial or i might get really blur and lost on friday morning. fri would be meeting sisters to write letters for our dearest. and sat would be shirmain's concert with huifen,huilin,yuting,and siuqin. my dearie girls! =) and to nizam's place for hari raya. it's gonna be nice with spicy hot stuffs and lovely cakes. =)
JOYCE DEARIE: lunch lunch lunch soon? how come i haven been seeing u in school? misses bug time! loves.
it's amazing how things change drastically over time. =)
♥dedicated compassion and loves.
