Wednesday, November 29, 2006 ' 5:34 AM
today was a heavy load at school. blaw tutorial, hrm tutorial and cma lecture. but i would say that it was all rather digestable. especially
cma lecture. it was very well understandable.
for the first time,i think i'm liking cma lectures. common tests are coming, i should start to study hard. other than studying hard and getting good grades, i don't have more brain juices to think of all other saddening stuffs. i have to jia you. (:i want to slim!!! arghs! and nothing seems to work. i think i would have to resort to the same way i did it last time. however unhealthy, but who cares!! i just want those fats
OFF! roars!
help!-we've taken the first move to show that we want things to be peaceful once again. it doesn't seem to work, but i canot care more. i think i've given the due respect, the maximum that i can do is to still call her when i see her. and of cos it also made me feel quite guilty when she has no one to talk to, and she seems just like an abandoned old lady. disheartening. but whenever the traumatising thoughts came rushing onto me, i dunno what i should do. anyone who knows me well, know that i would even take in stray kittens and i do voluntary work as much as i can. those who know me well knows that i cannot bear to see old people being abandoned, i cannot see ppl helpless. now i'm seeing her like that, i feel helpless, i want to show the care, but i dunno how. anyway, i think she's just being too uappreciative. mayb everything is torn apart ever since the slap, the quarrel; that fateful night.-and I LOVE JEERIN! (as requested this line to be here. hahahahs!)
♥dedicated compassion and loves.
