Tuesday, November 07, 2006 ' 3:31 AM
just as i anticipated things to be,
CMA was horrible. FMGT was only
slightly better. is it me being really slow to catch whatever she was trying to say and explain or am i just
plain dumb? it was horrible i swear. i'm starting to hate it and i think i'm having phobia for tuesday mornings' tutorials. i just hope i would be able to catch up soon. i think i need
serious help from anyone who is able to
teach me the magics to C M A !rushed to grandma's right after fmgt. i hate to have multiple calls and make me feel so rushed and i might just collapse and suffer from hyper ventilation trying to breathe. roars!
sorry to everyone for not being able to make it for all these today. sorry to
yuhong for not being able to go to his birthday celebration. i hope u enjoy urself my dearest friend,
happy birthday! sorry to
yvette darling for not being able to make it to shopping with her as planned. sorry to
Camen who had to postpone her Sim Lim Trip to friday. sorry to
sisters! there wasn't any get-togethers.
i'm really sorry.thanks
erika for helping me tap for hrm lecture. =)
tmr is ecd + hrm + cma. i'm just quite looking forward to thursday.
and then
friday is the day where i anticipate
tears. it's daddy's 2nd year anniversary and we are going to pay our respects. time flies, and it's the second year already. but his presence still seems near,
it's in my heart. u're loved =)
on the
brighter side of things, i saw
Mr. Billabong today! i bet he was wondering if he should say hi or to smile. as he walked further away from my sight, he looked back twice or thrice to check that he didn't see the wrong person cos i was just pretending not seeing him. hahahs. i think i should just look him into his eyes and say hi for once. i'm sucha failure! always
too shy to even let him noe i'm actually looking. always pretending i'm not looking until he's far away then i realised i should just smile! roars.
he is soooooooo irresistable.
i was thinking i could see him on friday. but i think i can only see him on
next tuesday where i will be at the
same place, anticipating his arrival. =)
yingtao just walked past me like he didn't see me.
mayb he didn't see me.
maybe he did. i just don't know what is wrong. and he is just
so cold lately. i
REALLY dunno what is happening. whatever.
i miss my darlings (xia,xian,yan,ezah).
ALOT! where are u gals?
i need a hug, right now.
♥dedicated compassion and loves.
