Tuesday, October 31, 2006 ' 8:20 AM
to start off with, there's a
BIG outing today, and all over again i went to
VIVO... woohoo!! and this time round, a bigger group with erika, zinc, clement and des!! so all in all, we
ALL SKIPPED HRM lect together (me, camen, jiahao, vincent, desmond, zinc and clement) weren't that cool? hahhas. lunch was at food republic... it was kinda nice i would say, together with the company we all had, it's..
PERFECT. we are all gonna pubbing soon.. and it's gonna be quite cool if all of us can make it. i'm loving it. =)
oooh... i saw
sisters huiqi and jieying before i left school today... it's nice seeing them in school.. and
to jieying: EC is quite bad i know... jia you jia you jia you!! loves =)
watched
'the guardian' with yan and xian.. i would say that show is
FANTASTIC! recommended too. =) the oh in ohio made me laugh hilariously and this made cry like there's no tomorrow. it's touching, and it's about something i have passion for. paramedics, coast guards. the sea, storms. woohoo. i'm forever obssessed with shows that involves sea, storms, wrecks. random.
sorry but i have to start procrastinating now.WHY are people so complicated? and why are they so hard to satisfy? is it soooo difficult to keep relationships, friendships simple? is it that difficult?
to you: it's always other people. it's never you. it's always others wronging you, it always have to be others to come and please you first. making others look like fools and dumb ass also! i dunno what have i done wrong, i dunno why things have to be as
complicated as u think it is, but nvm. anyway, all the talks about cherishing and treasuring are bull shit. getting sick and tired of thinking why things have to change to what it is now. it's not your fault, it's mine. full stop.
and to you: what exactly do u want? can u just please make up your mind? if i'm someone who hasn't got that big significance in ur life, then just
let go. it's so freaking tiring trying to please you and vice versa. something i said can just triggered ur anger.. then there's always these
awkward silences these days... it's tiring. it's
not progressing anywhere. it's time we really should look somewhere else. there's really
no point in making each other feeling so down and affected all the time.
let's just look at other directions and see where may benefit us? when it's time to let go, we will have to. like i always said, if there's gonna be better alternatives, i'll
move on. same applies to u. =)
hmmm, swimming awaits me.
zZz.
♥dedicated compassion and loves.
