Saturday, October 21, 2006 ' 10:48 PM
that day's lunch at chong qing's steamboat situated at tanglin shopping mall.. was fantastic. yingtao used to work there, and so he brought me there. the food there was a little better than coca's at takashimaya. the price was reasonable too cos the manager gave him a 15% discount. it was kinda worth it.. hmm, i liked the desserts and the eight treasure tea. hees.. it's simply.. fantastic. will post a few pics laterrr. =)
read the newspaper? how sad the man who committed suicide at the mrt tracks awas? how can singpaore allow such things to happen?? POVERTY IS HAPPENING RIGHT HERE IN SINGAPORE!!! how can he be forced to commit suicide cos he's just too poor? how can a man haf $16 as all his assets? how can they survive on maggi every single day? i'm totally devastated by this news. how is the wife gonna take the role of taking care of the two sons when they are both so young? Government please do something!!! he's probably retrenched, and cannot find a job to be the breadwinner. arhhhh ROARS!! this news just tore my heart into pieces... it just goes to show how fortunate most of us are.... may god bless the family.
it's sunday all over again... i discovered a wonderful place to hang out at night. it's raffles place mrt station, the caltex house.. it's so peaceful there at night.. u could see the contrast of a buzzling city area turned into a peaceful place with lovely ambience.. i like hanging out there.
i dunno what am i still hanging onto... it's like whenever i've decided to give it all up, i thought of how he would just stay by me through all my complaints, my grmublings, my pains and woes... in times of happiness, he share my joys and he made sure the happy moments lasted, the pains went off... i want to just let go of everything, because i don like to keep clinging onto him, becoming too dependent. if someone comes along and i just go along, will i regret? this is wad i don wan to face... regretting and hurting the other person as well. awww.. i'm just hating all these.. and anyway, there's nothing such as forever... and i know there' a time to let go.
tmr is sch day again! roars.. but i'm looking forward to tuesday!!
Hari Raya Puasa...~but for now, wishing gayathri and jegan,
happy deepavali. =)
♥dedicated compassion and loves.
